I will assume you are agnostic rather than atheistic. I don't have the picture either and what I understand now will likely change.
Yes. It is very vague. I don't know what consciousness is. An electron is not conscious or aware the way I am.
I don't know how the words "consciousness", "self-consciousness", "willfulness" and "awareness" serve to differentiate something. I can only experience my own awareness, willfulness, consciousness and self-consciousness and they are all filtered through my being a member of the human species.
Every species has its own set of constraints on how it can interact with the world. We have different constraints than a mosquito but that doesn't mean the mosquito is any less able to make a choice within its own species constraints. All individuals within species, including humans, have dispositions to act in certain ways, but that doesn't mean there is no choice available. I choose between chocolate or vanilla ice cream perhaps disposed today to pick chocolate 60% of the time. The wave function for that choice would imply those probabilities today if one bothered creating it. But I still make a choice. The mosquito is disposed to move in multiple directions when my hand approaches. I have no reason to claim it has no choice in the matter except to support a metaphysical belief that it can be reduced to a machine.
However, I don't think a machine has any choice. And I can say that with more certainty than I can say anything about the mosquito because I can trace back the machine's programming to a real programmer. I disagree with using this programming metaphor when talking about reality that someone has not actually programmed. Programming implies the existence of a programmer or an "intelligent designer". If I cannot identify a programmer through some historical records, there is no justification to say something was programmed.
I know some theists like how the programming metaphor implies the existence of an intelligent designer, but I think accepting that metaphor comes at too great a cost. I am not a 19th century Christian apologist facing a scientific view that is totally deterministic with an underlying reduction to unconscious matter. That scientific view changed within science almost a hundred years ago. With determinism undermined there is no need to continue with intelligent design. Whatever God is real, He or She is far more interesting.

