Originally Posted by
NikolaiI
I don't disagree with anything you've said. I will only suggest to you something and I'll ask you to keep it in mind for life. It's only this. I've experienced a reality beyond this one - which is equally described by many, and adequately described by Black Elk, the medicine man, as the spirit world, where everything is spirit; that world is more real than this one. I know this is little evidence, but I've got a bit more to say, but I'm almost done. The only words I can use to describe it are infinite peace, bliss, and existence. I never believed in the soul or spirit or God as a kid, in fact the opposite - I believed for sure they did not exist, as surely as the Atheist here. But at some point I began a path which one day led me to experience the divine. As I said I cannot give you any more description than the words infinite peace, bliss and existence. Many people who are absolutely convicted atheists will argue forever and say that what I experienced was not true. And they may argue while I step out and do something more healthy. But in reply to what you said about the overbearing dominance of total perfection, I can tell you this is not what I felt when I experienced divine consciousness. It was like waking up, and suddenly realizing that I'd come from an infinite peace, will return to one, and was never separate from the source, the ground of reality. I know this has gotten a bit more verbose - all I want to do is let you know what I know to be there, within, without. Logic does not dictate that we are not connected to all life, that we are not part of the source of reality, and that there is not an infinite existence to which we are connected. It's only our language that tells us this - language which is both helpful and limiting in both surviving and understanding (reality and ourselves).