hot (as in temperature, no duble meanings please) and feeling like I havent done what i should do...infact my studying today was kind of... uhm... not effectively done.
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hot (as in temperature, no duble meanings please) and feeling like I havent done what i should do...infact my studying today was kind of... uhm... not effectively done.
Drained . . .
(of energy, as the extremely warm weather here has scorched away about all of my motivation and ambition) :eek:
melting, it's 34°c here right now *keeps on melting*
Contemplative
I have a feeling my crude attempt to cheer people up may have confused some people. Please pay no attention to my rant from earlier, I fully appreciate that people feel blue from time to time and if that is how you feel you should post that. Do me one favour though, smile?Quote:
Originally Posted by Keltic Banshee
Productive . . .
Well... sometimes crude attempts, or even slappings, are needed to take people out of blue moods (I know it by experience...), so they are welcome from time to time... The problem comes when a blue mood becomes "somewhat permanent"... taking people out of them then becomes somewhat harder...Quote:
Originally Posted by kilted exile
Hm... sorry, no smiles left... trying to produce some more but... seems it's impossible at the momentQuote:
Originally Posted by kilted exile
unconcluding and unproductive (and illiterate...)
tired yet happy.
nice tee, Koa! :thumbs_up
sleepy (ya think it's possible to sleep during an exam :D)
--clueless--
Sleepy, lost... and a little bit less blue than these past days ;-)
Groggy and hay feverish. :(
depressed......:(
naked-----
sad - i would've gotten a perfect score on my easy stats exam this morning, but forgot to change preliminary percentages to the finished product! pish!
Time to lay off the partying and get serious about the studies, young lady! :DQuote:
Originally Posted by amuse
Organized . . .
inconclusive (i looked it up this time :D) - like spent morning just doing nothing with doing-nothing-people at Uni, afternoon just read a bit and then was so sleepy...then I had a meeting and the day was gone...well the evening is when i cant help being online... :S
Depressed... going down when I tought there was no place lower than the one i was...
well my thought is that when you reach the lowest, then you can only go up... and sometimes it happens, you do go up...wish you all the best!
thanks but... the thing is that i thought i had reached the bottom quite some weeks ago... yet I keep falling :-/ So... dunno... perhaps i found the bottomless fall? hehe, well, at least there's still some sense of humour left... that's something.
way to go, sense of humour must never die... you know, i remember clearly once, at the beginning of my first huge depression, people telling me how funny i was and thinking 'wow, if they could look inside me and see how black it all is'...
as for what i'm feeling today, i was going to say inconclusive as usual, but at the moment i also feel bad as in a weird reminiscent of some olf crappy feeling that was almost totally gone but was probably latent. i think it won't last long this time at least...
enthralled
sleeeeeepy
sore............
bored - and guilty for planning a day of leisure for tomorrow instead of pretending to study.
still better to have fun then pretending to be bored :p
tired.......
second that :p
treble that and add cold.... ;)
stoic.....
Diligent . . .
Emergency Brake!!
:goof:
Low... lower than low, in fact
Ouch, that is truly sad. Do you have someone that could chear you up, Keltic Banshee? I always try to think that there is hope as long as I am breathing. Sometimes that makes me stop for almost a minute :goof: . But for me my last depression and really down feelings are over a year ago.
Hope has brought me to a spot where now I am very happy.. Wish I could give some of it to you right now!!
Love,
Bianca
so tired i offended a friend because i haven't the power to stay on my feet and go to her house/help make challah.
not empty,not full, not happy, not sad, I'm just here.
Thanks ;-) Well... me and my depression hadn't seen each other for quite some time, but this time it seems it has come to stay...Quote:
Originally Posted by Bianca Fransen
Regarding having someone who could cheer me up... I'd say my depression came back because I relied too much on someone else to cheer me up... so this time I'm trying to get out of this by myself... hard, but... at least I hope if I manage to do it, it will be harder to fall this low again :-)
Wish you all the best,
Keltic Banshee
Keltic,
Two words of advice from someone who's been there (and been there and been there, and currently resides there):
Baby steps.
The way out of the darkness is one teeny, tiny step at a time. For me, step one is "get out of bed." If you are at a computer, you've managed that. Step two is "make the bed." If you make the bed, you are less likely to crawl back in, and if you do nothing else, you've still accomplished something. Get through each day one little step at a time and eventually (for both us) things will get better.
Peace to you.
Yep... baby steps... like "it's time for lunch, get to the kitchen and prepare something", or doing wee things around the house, or getting myself to go out to do some shopping... but well... it works, slowly, but works...
Something that usually gives me strength... I learnt to walk when I was a baby so... I'll manage to get out of here ;-)
wish you all the best,
Keltic Banshee