Revisiting God

I often frequent a domain, and visiting there I try of course to be out of the commonplace. It sounds intangible and abstract but the fact that we suffer limitations and indeed we can not feel, touch or see certain realities, super- reality or surrealism or whatever names we can use to name or understand it.
I am, more often than not an atheist, and I am highly argumentative, and rarely subscribe to atheism, yet honestly speaking I become suspected of what I believe in, of a stark materialism or of a material reality.
Today we speak of virtual reality, indeed rising above layers of material or mundane realities. There are indeed zones of knowledge we have yet to arrive at in point of fact. That validates the point one the seen is not enough or the dimension we just visualize or know through sensory perceptions or can keep in our mental chamber is not last truth, and there are some other subtle truths or dimensions we have yet to discover. Does this endorse the fact of God’s existence? I have a question.
We are in the habit of being opposed, or biased towards certain ideas, out of the conditioned we have gone through, and unlearning or undoing all these stuffs we may arrive at a different reality. Maybe there we can sense this universe as a big living entity and it too has a soul. Maybe that is God.
I feel that the earth and I are integrally one as I am rooted to it, or can not be separate from it and in the same manner this earth is also integral to the universe that contains the earth. From that I arrive at the truth that I am the universe.
This idea often frequents me and I feel on occasion there is God. Maybe there is not.

Man wants to be infinitely powerful and he wants an empire of his own. Man wants an empire wherein his egos can swell, and that proves that it is his egos that want to expand.

Man's desire to expand is limitless. When man seeks for something else, money, power, territory there is no end and limitations.

Man wants to be secured, economically and in all respects and from that perspective also he wants God .

Does man want God selflessly? It is often said God is love. But what is love? Love has a thousand and one definitions.

People need God out of fear and out of a desire to achieve something.

In fact there are indeed so many ways we can fulfill worldly things and seeking to fulfill worldly things through God is a primitive idea.

If you need love, love humanity. If you want materials or riches or worldly gains work hard.

Wanting God for what?

Immorality? We are already immortals in different forms. Then why do we need God/