Why the God thing obsess people?

Obsession with the GOD thing is a historical matter in human behavior.

I see God related things in society, and the advocates of the God thing as arrogant people. Having said this I never can say there are no saints. The world got never short of saints and sinners and both come from the same source and end up in the same point.

What we see, everyday happenstances, circumstances are not the ultimate truth.
What I write is not mine and it is the conditioning that speaks through me, and I am a simply an agent and the drive or cogency works through me.

Since I am an agent, a carrier, a vehicle, there must be a driver, an operator. Is that God that obsesses us? I do not know in point of fact.

This questioning mind is always seeking and this continues till we get tired of it, questioning eternally. We are unfatigued and love asking the question surrounding God
Indeed man wants immortality. Not that man does not embrace death. He does so often when he gets encased by tortures. But given a good proviso or environment man chooses to be alive, for life despite all its woes is a sweet fruit.

Putting all my insides of me out, every state mind, for mind is in flux all the time I become now an atheist and not a theist and I wheel around both the ideas, existence or nonexistence of God.

I do not know, and I do not have any evidence other than faith to validate my points, yet I am very convinced that God does exist and I am part of that stuff called God, or the everything that helps in the making of me, my being is the God thing.

Today I got into a pensive mood and scribbled these words feeling that why I not share with you every thing I feel.