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It Only Means

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I’ve been to the cloud forest where wind trees
wink silver and pale magnolias dissolve

loose petals on a white capped sea.

Where I stepped out of a beach towel and
thirty nine notes of Chopin’s raindrops hit the shore

I put my right foot in - I put my right foot out

but, I’m afraid of the arm’s length centipede
behind the dresser. Wiki says it lays eggs.
Now I can’t sleep -

hard - like the sleep in a vial of Dengue
take two, dream a fever

hot as the vapor that draws June bugs
bigger than June tapping at the window

of an electric city that’s disconnected the phone

I - jerked off the last tube of paint till
it came on the wall. A graphic frustration

moving - away
from street dogs with hollow legs and mouth sores

from the broken prayers of invisible children
on tanning beds at the new funeral spa ~

“24 Hours Open for Grieving” a Spanglish mutation

of firefly wings pricked by rusted pins
until, there’s only jet lag -

a carrier and enough space in two suitcases

for the music that makes me cry. The scent of
something caught on the night the hurricanes came,
the first easy breath at a castle on a hill and
the last time I remember kissing.

Still, none of it means anything.
It only means I’m leaving.

Comments

  1. skib's Avatar
    A beautiful but sad poem, Sophia! Where are you leaving from?
  2. 1n50mn14's Avatar
    Your poems have the most unique, but pleasing cadence. I don't know what to make of this. It seems very personal and very sorrowful to me. Graphic in a beautifully, sad way.
  3. Silas Thorne's Avatar
    A wonderful poem. You went with the beat and cadence of words, off with memory. You'll definitely miss all of the good and bad, but then that's always the case when you're going anywhere. Where to? The US? I think you'll be in print in no time with your writing.
  4. ~Sophia~'s Avatar
    Hi Skib. Leaving the Dominican Republic. I moved here last July and thought it might be my new forever home but, looks like I'm moving on. Thanks for writing!

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    Hi Becca. I didn't realize my poems have a recognizable cadence. If they do, it's unconscious on my part. Must be hardwired into the brain. Thanks for reading and commenting!!

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    Hi Silas, I will miss this place but I've made some good friends and I can always come back for a visit. I can also still fund raise for the kid charities from wherever I am and send the money back. Phoenix for 6-12 months and then, who knows... born under a wandering star. Hugs and thanks!
  5. kiz_paws's Avatar
    Beautifully sad, Sophia. I loved that Chopin reference, made me hear the Raindrop Prelude.

    Sorry to hear that you are leaving the place that you have called home for a while now. Live for the moment that you can return, sometimes that can help.