Awkward, Prince Charming & Dreams...
by , 02-13-2009 at 06:30 PM (3932 Views)
I feel weird...I'm indeed happy,but in the same time I'm confused...My feelings about what's around me are ineffable...However big and drastic that might sound,it's true.While I generally know what I want from life,while I generally know how to deal with important questions that arise:literature,matters of spirit,perhaps politics,I can't seem to handle the simplest of things.And I seriusly don't know how to describe it.Making friends is difficult for me since I'm really shy time to time and when it comes to love matters...I suck...
Well,I guess I might as well say why this all started.Today I met him,that guy,the one that gave me goose bumps for two and a half years and is still continuing to do so.
I saw him today and I felt light.I felt cute,I felt girlish...I walked towards him and I felt hopeful.He hugged me and it was like old times were back;those old times when we were still friends,when he wasn't aware of my love,when we had those long weird conversations everyone on the school considered overly geekish...
I realised that all my imagination these past years has been working on this.See,I always imagine stories,events,ideas where a couple is always central.Even in the most philosophical of my thoughts,love is always there.My eternal quest for Prince Charming...Yes,he exists.In my dreams.And I love him.I love my dreams.Now the question remains...how can I make them real?...



