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So it's a bit odd really. I'm happier than I've ever been. Got a lovely man, got a good career, got an idea of what I want out of life. But there's always problems - because of things I set in motion ages ago, I've gotta leave it all. Question is, do I promise to come back? Is it possible to promise something that you will do in a year's time? What if I go away, saying I won't come back and everything where I'm going is totally rubbish? What If I say I'll come back and I love my new life? (pretty unlikely I think...). Oh nothing is ever easy is it? Why can't life be simple? I sound like a right whinging .... here. I think I'll keep concentrating on having a great time right now and leave the huge life changing decisions for another time. Previously I've spent a lot of time making that type of decision and they never come to pass anyhow. So anyway, this weekend I'm either going to see the woman in black or go to Brighton for the day to walk on the beach in the cold. Either that or shell out 100 pounds to see Patrick Stewart in Macbeth... hmmm...