It must be nice to have people around that share similar interests, I'd like to have that. I don't have anyone to drink and party with anymore so I basically don't drink... But when I do I'm a bit wild.
Talking to me is like happy paint. That is officially my new pick up line. I actually understand what you mean. No matter what good things happen, there is still that demon or old memory hanging over you right?
I am, but not... It's hard to explain. Ok, think of it like this: There's blood stains on a wall from some horrific event (you're not the only dark one - I watch waaay to many horror movies ), somebody paints over them with some happy colour. The stains are still there though, aren't they? They've just been masked by something else. Anyway, I'm being dramatic and silly. And talking to you is like happy paint. I'll go and actually reply to the other messages now.
Not at all. I was just reading your blog and said "OH!" She's not in a slump anymore. But apparently I'm wrong again. BE HAPPY!!!!!!!! LIFE IS GOOD!!!!
Oh Hellooo! I was thinking about replying to your messages, but hadn't got around to it Sorry. Also, I'm always in a slump. It's just the depth that varies
Scratch that, your no longer in a slump. See? I read your blog too.
Yes we go out on the atv and whatever else and jump ditches in the hayfields. We would use the ranch's atvs but they might get a little mad at that... My activities on the ranch include hunting, fishing, biking (pedal bikes), motorcycles, and atvs. Other than that we just drink and party. I really dont think my poetry is that great. My mind just works in a weird way so it just pours out all graphic and weird and old memories and crappy feelings. And whats this I hear about you being in a slump? Be happy!!!!
You have gone bike-crazy. But I suppose there isn't a whole heap of stuff to do on the ranch - if it's anything like where I live > Sheri. You probably deserve it. Hey! Do you do jumps and stuff? I have an awesome pic of my neighbour jumping over my car (not the cool one) on his bike. He is a nutter! You bugger off with your poetry Dark or not, it's good. I'll give you that.
We now have 4 bikes and an atv outside. I have a feeling Sheri (our mom away from home) is gonna say something to us tomorrow. Like "fu*king quit." Nothing means more to a poet than to know that something they wrote stuck in someones head. So thank you. And yes I kind of tend to write darker stuff when you get down to it.
I just saw that you've taken out the extra d I really like: You are a burn Ever present To never forget The hot iron I once adored That's my favourite and I think it's the imagery that gets me - if that's the right word. The torture of love am I right? I usually don't comment on this stuff because I'm scared I'll get it wrong. Plus I'm a sentimental fool
