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TexJR — Sun, 10 Jun 2012 08:01:58 GMT

It's been some time since I posted a blog entry, and it's been some time that I've last visited this place. I was reading my earlier blog posts and I can't really believe how immature, young, and stupid I was when I first registered to Literature Network. A lot's happened since 2011 and all I can say is that it hasn't been pretty.

But for good news, I'm now the manager for a meat department. Temporarily. My manager decided to quit a couple weeks ago and it's been a little stressful since then. I've been on my own training another fellow coworker to wrap the meat correctly, tag it, and put it in the case. It's a slow process, but I now know what it was like for my first manager before he retired. Mike really must've had a never ending supply of patience for me. But of course, I was self-reliant when it came to wrapping meat, tagging it, stocking the deli and freezer cases; I was basically thinking by myself without needing help. This is something I'm trying to teach my help so he knows what to do in the event that I'm not available to help. My comment to him the other day was "If you second guess your decision more than once, or even twice, come get me." Good advice, I suppose.

My love life, or what little I have of it, is a complete ****hole. Imagine the most prestigious library in the world in complete ruins. That's how it is. Or was. Things are looking up in some places. I'm more outgoing than I was four years ago. I like to flirt a lot for some reason. It's weird. When I said that my love life was starting to look up, would you count a passive long distance relationship as looking up? I do and I don't. It's really stressful on me because she's not here to talk or give me a hug when I need it the most.

I can't remember the premise of this blog entry. Another side effect of the car wreck back in 2008. I've been slowing declining in all departments mentally, and I've noticed small tremors in my legs. I twitch a lot more when I'm least expecting it. I can maintain a facade that I'm all right outside, but on the inside, it's complete Hell and mayhem and chaos. I'm really unstable, suicidal, and not right at all. But like I said, you can't tell on the outside because I'm a brickwall.

I better get some sleep. It's late here and I have only one day off for a very long time to come. So I better enjoy it as much as I can before I go back to work on Monday. It's really good to be here again. If only the place was active still.

<3 TexJR

The Path To Decay

TexJR — Sat, 01 Oct 2011 07:48:26 GMT

I suppose..well..it's been two years since the last time I signed into LitNet. I mean..holy Hell in a hand basket. So much has changed since the last time I came here. I cannot begin to explain the changes specifically. Literature-wise, I'm still writing (well, typing) to keep my skills up. I had a car accident the same year I signed up and I suffered a concussion. Since then things have not been the same.

I graduated high school! Class of 2010! Late, but I thought I'd let the people that still read blogs know. :D

Since I recovered the link to LitNet I just might get active again. You know, gather some tips or just hang around. I love you guys! It's great to be back!

It's So True!

TexJR — Thu, 22 Jan 2009 04:06:54 GMT

80% of the U.S. says "Oh ****" when they slide into a ditch from snow, the other 20% in Alaska say "Hold my beer and watch this."

Internal Bleeding

TexJR — Wed, 21 Jan 2009 05:19:09 GMT

I'm tasting copper in my throat and I have pains all through out my gastrointestinal area. I'm leaving for the clinic soon.

Midnight Dawn(Dawn's Fate)

TexJR — Fri, 16 Jan 2009 05:24:25 GMT

2554.16.3
...(BEGINNING PLAYBACK)...
..//ERROR (INSUFFICIENT RUNTIME)
...//FILE CORRUPTED
..///PURGING - - ->
.......(EXECUTE)...
//ENTER?
...//CLEANUP INITIATED

"It was thirteen days..thirteen days since the Maruvians burned our fleet! Morning's Dawn was the first to go..then our Prowler Panther. They boarded our ship and murdered the crew leaving twenty-three alive. I don't know what happened after that.." the crewman shuddered once then hid his face in his scarred hands.

Four others sat around the traumatized man and conversed quietly. Vice Admiral Tobias Bremner spoke first.

"Is that everything son?" The vice admiral asked in a texan accent. The crewman looked up, tears collecting at the edges of his eyes.

"That will be all for today Houghtling, you may go now," Doctor Genevieve Williams remarked while she still wrote notes on her thumbpad.

Ensign James Houghtling nodded once, and wiped his face on the sleeve of his patients jacket. The door behind him opened and two marine guards marched in, chained the ensign in handcuffs and led him out. Fleet Admiral Lance Cleveland turned to the other three and scowled.

"What the HELL was THAT?!" he rasped in a gruff voice.

Doctor Williams held up a hand to silence the admiral. Genevieve sighed, set her tablet down then leaned back into her chair and closed her eyes for a moment.

"Well Admiral," the Doctor began. "Your fleet is gone."
"Gone?! There were enough ships there to tear an elite homeworld a new one," Admiral Cleveland spat. "Tell me my fleet is gone."
"The data recovered says otherwise, Admiral," the doctor gently replied.

Dawn's Fate

TexJR — Mon, 12 Jan 2009 09:17:25 GMT

.........(RECOVERING)..........
.....(RESTORATION PROCESS INITIATED)....
....//ERROR: VIRAL SCAVENGER FOUND...
..//PURGING

It was always the same on routine long-range RECON missions. But this, this was different. They captured our ships, 83 of them, like wild animals in a corral. One by one they burned us alive. When they were done..twenty-three were left limping back to Sanctuary Omega. Never..in the history of naval warfare..had our ships been captured, burned, and left to die like that. Maruvians..that's what the crew always called them. The patrols encountered them 3 months before the initial attack. They too, were herded, and burned alive.

We can't win..the hierarchy cannot help us. Mankind's end is nigh.

........//ERROR......//
//FILE CORRUPTED
...(PURGING)....

Translate This

TexJR — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 02:47:50 GMT

Liberate Tutamae..Ex Inferis.

If you do...

...you get cookies!

Ex Inferis

TexJR — Tue, 18 Nov 2008 03:10:08 GMT

Hey guys! Just a quick update like thing. Uhmmmmm, I'm in Juneau at the moment for some career connections trip. I'll update you guys later. Got to run!

~TexJR

Post Wreck

TexJR — Wed, 12 Nov 2008 01:00:45 GMT

I know I didn't come out of the wreck with no injuries...I just found out my post-wreck symptoms.

I have severe traumatic instances of the wreck...I can't think straight...and I have these awful headaches. And my entire body is sore.

Mom is fine. No broken bones.

And thank you everyone for being here for us.

Car Accident

TexJR — Tue, 11 Nov 2008 02:35:32 GMT

I was in a car accident yesterday morning. Mom was medivaced to Ketchikan. She has a concussion, sever whiplash to her neck, and a bruised sternum. I came out of the wreck with no injuries. The truck is totaled, I mean literally. I'll get back to you guys when I know more about mom. She's coming back on the ferry tonight.

~Nate

Welcome Back

TexJR — Wed, 29 Oct 2008 01:45:43 GMT

I guess it wouldn't hurt to add another blog would it? Or...would it? I don't know. We'll see after a few seconds.

Three Seconds later...

OMG! You wouldn't believe what happened!

I breathed. Aha!

Welcome to the RECON
RECON Temptation

Epic

TexJR — Wed, 22 Oct 2008 00:32:22 GMT

It has been a while hasn't it? Truly this is a momentous day. Not because my wonderful day has been ground to dust, but because I have once again reconvened to this wonderul network of literature. I will do my best to stay online as much as I can.

Thank you.

Tex(AKA Nate)JR

School Starts!

TexJR — Tue, 26 Aug 2008 03:20:36 GMT

Tomorrow to be exact. I won't be online much here anymore since the AP&T place installed a proxy thing on the school laptops. Kinda a bummer if you ask me. It sucks really. But! I'll be on when I can. K? K.

Love you all!

~Nate

Last One

TexJR — Thu, 21 Aug 2008 04:06:15 GMT

Well. Guys. It was fun.

TexJR's Rawrinationalfactionalism Blog

TexJR — Tue, 19 Aug 2008 18:53:24 GMT

Ignore the pun from the movie Norbit. To say the least, there is nothing going on. At all. I've got Cross Country here in a few hours. That'll be fun.

Be back later at some point in time. Unless I get sucked into a vortex. That'll be an experience.