Literature Network Forums - Blogs - Poetry by HerGuardian https://www.online-literature.com/forums/blog.php?43179-Poetry The largest classic literature discussion forum on the Internet. Read Write Teach Share. en Fri, 05 Jun 2026 02:36:08 GMT vBulletin 10 https://www.online-literature.com/forums/images/misc/rss.jpg Literature Network Forums - Blogs - Poetry by HerGuardian https://www.online-literature.com/forums/blog.php?43179-Poetry I need your reply https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?6330-I-need-your-reply Sat, 13 Sep 2008 02:50:55 GMT I need your reply


Never thought it would hurt this much.
Never thought I would miss your touch

Three days not hearing from you
I don't have an idea or a clue

I can't bear another day
Please don't treat me this way

I'm feeling down, sad and mad
Trying to hold myself but I can't

Are you avoiding me
Are you too busy

Just give me your reply
Or it would be easier to die

Now I'm so obsessed with you
I can't think of losing you

So just tell me what to do
Shall I live or die, it's up to you ]]> HerGuardian https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?6330-I-need-your-reply Lonely https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?6329-Lonely Fri, 12 Sep 2008 23:32:24 GMT I feel lonely, with nothing but desperation. I can't read, watch or play. I just wanna be in the only place that I can't be in, my paradise. It's devastating. I can't take my car and just drive; afraid of hurting myself or others. My brain is just shut down. I'm typing to take out some of what I feel. It's a huge burden that I can't put on with. I'm trying to busy myself but alas,no way. ]]> HerGuardian https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?6329-Lonely <![CDATA[HerGuardian's Sanctuary]]> https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?5806-HerGuardian-s-Sanctuary Sat, 28 Jun 2008 16:42:58 GMT It's hard to see the system of a big university stands in your way. I can't believe or imagine how could those professors respect themselves. When more than 35 students who are having B+ and higher averages, no one of them passes the MA acceptance exam. How could they post such an announcement "No Applicant is Elligible for the MA Program." It's so strange. How did all those graduate graduade with such averages? ]]> HerGuardian https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?5806-HerGuardian-s-Sanctuary <![CDATA[HerGuardian's Sanctuary]]> https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?5737-HerGuardian-s-Sanctuary Thu, 19 Jun 2008 00:33:39 GMT Hi my Blog

Today, I was really blessed by the words of the best student in school. He came to me saying "this is my last day of high school, I finally graduated. I dropped by, just to say YOU ARE THE GREATEST MAN EVER I MET IN OR OUT OF SCHOOL." Those words not only were sweet to my ears but almost brought tears to my eyes. With all the prbolems I face professionally, socially, emotionally and financially, I feel great because of the gratitude of my students. Twenty students came to me individually just to thank me. Even five of them gone too far by giving me a dinner party and rememberance certificate. I feel blessed. So, thanks Allah for all your blessings.

Peace ]]> HerGuardian https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?5737-HerGuardian-s-Sanctuary <![CDATA[HerGuardian's Sanctuary]]> https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?5460-HerGuardian-s-Sanctuary Tue, 20 May 2008 10:24:59 GMT Dying The pain you put me through is unbearable It torments every tiny part of me I feel immobilized, I feel incapable The pain imprisoned me...
Dying

The pain you put me through is unbearable
It torments every tiny part of me
I feel immobilized, I feel incapable
The pain imprisoned me when I felt free

I'm walking through those defaced people
To the void, tormenting deadly life
For the first time I feel unable
To go on, unable to strive

The profound ugliness of my future
That if I really had one
Is full of pain, misery and torture
Agonizing darkness, no place for the sun

You stabbed me, left me in the cold
Wishing for the uncoming death
Life is undesirable and bold
When happiness became just a myth

I'm bleeding, waiting for my time
Shaking, aching, my feelings are numb
Come and finish me, it ain't a crime
I need your merciful death, please come!!
 ]]> HerGuardian https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?5460-HerGuardian-s-Sanctuary <![CDATA[HerGuardian's Sanctuary]]> https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?5265-HerGuardian-s-Sanctuary Mon, 28 Apr 2008 16:54:39 GMT
I still remember every word you said ,
I still remember everything you did,
but I don't recall you asking me: "What's wrong?"
A question that I last night terribly longed.
I wanted you to be there for me,
alas, you were not interested to free,
this poor soul of its sadness,
but you added to it anger and madness..
I really was completely stupid,
thinking you were interested in what happened.
You stabbed me mercilessly,
you treated my wounds carelessly.
I hate to tell you that, I felt like a doormat,
it's strange how you made me feel,
not able to shed a single tear,
while the pain was too severe,
and your "not interested" all I can hear.
You left me to the gloomy darkness,
you left me to the dreadful blankness.
I cried and cried silently,
I breathed violently, alone,
this pain I can't overcome,
I wished for the morning to come,
I thought life will distract me by its worries,
pain, all my day for me carries
I made everyone's day the worst,
when I used to be the best,
I shouted at everyone,
from my anger I spared none,
I saw the sadness in their eyes,
they held my actions in despise,
they wished I wasn't there,
they hate me when I don't care,
It wasn't in my hands,
your " not interested" stands,
between me and everything,
whenever I do something it rings.
I felt sad and shattered,
nothing in this life mattered.
You're not interested,
as I've never existed.
]]> HerGuardian https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?5265-HerGuardian-s-Sanctuary <![CDATA[HerGuardian's Sanctuary]]> https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?5178-HerGuardian-s-Sanctuary Wed, 16 Apr 2008 23:18:07 GMT
I'm still hurt of what you said
I couldn't sleep, lying alone in bed
Thinking of you, not trusting me
Thinking of you turning down my plea
How dare you deny me the right
Of sharing pain with you and blight
The pain was so excruciating
Misery is what you're creating
I really cared and was there for you
You pushed me away and turned me blue
If we still can't trust each other
Why should we care or even bother
I treated you as my soul mate
And I was zero in your rate
Love is not about happiness
It's sharing pain and miseries
So if you still can't understand
Sorry, I can't lend you my hand
Cause it's all about give and take
Not just laughing, that's a fake
I feel sorry for my unrequited love
I feel sorry for what I thought we have
 ]]> HerGuardian https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?5178-HerGuardian-s-Sanctuary <![CDATA[HerGuardian's Sanctuary]]> https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?5149-HerGuardian-s-Sanctuary Sun, 13 Apr 2008 21:11:14 GMT It's really amazing how time plays us. With every passing moment, we face new challenges and gets a step further to our ends. As I contemplate on how our relationship ended in such a strange way, I feel numb and can't think straight. Am I in love with you to the degree I wish you happiness with him? Am I a saint? I don't think so. All I know is that your happiness makes me happy no matter who you feel it with. I fade away over here but smiling cause you are happy. I know how much you love me but can't live with me. I know how much you do. Yet, take care of yourself and be happy. Don't make me lose my health, even more my life, for nothing. Just take care of yourself. ]]> HerGuardian https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?5149-HerGuardian-s-Sanctuary <![CDATA[HerGuardian's Sanctuary]]> https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?5147-HerGuardian-s-Sanctuary Sun, 13 Apr 2008 17:54:33 GMT I hope you enjoy it. It's about a girl's smile. It's really an amazing smile.



So many people would go after your looks. Others would go after your essence. I can't deny your beauty nor your purity. However, nothing seduces me as much as your smile. Every time I look at it, I fall into you all over again. It shines with sweetness. It illuminates the world and frees it of darkness. It radiates life. It's so resplendent, so complete. It turns my sadness into happiness. It touches the core of my heart and gives it life. It makes my soul floats with pride. ]]> HerGuardian https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?5147-HerGuardian-s-Sanctuary <![CDATA[HerGuardian's Sanctuary]]> https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?5146-HerGuardian-s-Sanctuary Sun, 13 Apr 2008 15:05:34 GMT My father tapped on my shoulder Telling me, sonny, be bolder Dear son, you gotta be stronger So you can happily live longer I said daddy what... My father tapped on my shoulder
Telling me, sonny, be bolder

Dear son, you gotta be stronger
So you can happily live longer

I said daddy what is wrong
Is it me or the sad song

In your eyes, he said, lies a deep sorrow
As if you don't you wanna see tomorrow

Dear son, this isn't right
Don't give up before you fight

I looked at him with my tears held
While my heart with anguish filled

I managed a sad smile and said
Daddy forget me, I'm dead ]]> HerGuardian https://www.online-literature.com/forums/entry.php?5146-HerGuardian-s-Sanctuary