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			<title>False Horizons</title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 21:41:18 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[False horizons hurt the most 
You finally think you've found someone 
You finally think you're voyage is done 
But you realize you've only just begun...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore"><div style="text-align: center;">False horizons hurt the most<br />
You finally think you've found someone<br />
You finally think you're voyage is done<br />
But you realize you've only just begun<br />
And maybe never will you find the one<br />
<br />
False horizons hurt the most<br />
When happiness you think you've found<br />
And love that will come around<br />
Then you feel your heart stop to pound<br />
And your crying is the only sound<br />
<br />
False horizons hurt the most<br />
All the pain I have been through<br />
Horizon after horizon coming anew<br />
This last pain thanks to you<br />
In my life rejection is the only true<br />
<br />
False Horizons hurt the most<br />
I hug a person thats a ghost<br />
I yearn for love that isn't there	<br />
And if I cry who would care?</div></blockquote>

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			<title>I touched beauty</title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 21:41:18 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>I touched beauty today 
I touched it once 
and it went away 
out the door	 
and out of my life 
all thats left 
is pain and strife 
 
Even though the...</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore"><div style="text-align: center;">I touched beauty today<br />
I touched it once<br />
and it went away<br />
out the door	<br />
and out of my life<br />
all thats left<br />
is pain and strife<br />
<br />
Even though the moment passed me by	<br />
I still can't turn away	<br />
through my thoughts again it runs<br />
I wish it were different<br />
what should I have done?<br />
<br />
A word, a glance, something expressed<br />
something to tell her<br />
something to let her know how I felt<br />
something, anything, everything<br />
But I did nothing<br />
<br />
If only, maybe things would have been different<br />
maybe the same<br />
maybe If I'd only<br />
found out her name<br />
But I watched her walk away<br />
<br />
The only regrets are chances missed	<br />
thoughts held back<br />
feelings unexpressed<br />
why should I be afraid of things<br />
that could be so good for me?<br />
<br />
I touched beauty today<br />
I touched it once<br />
and it went away<br />
out the door	<br />
and out of my life<br />
all thats left<br />
is pain and strife</div></blockquote>

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			<title><![CDATA[Why Can't You See?]]></title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 21:41:18 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[I sit alone again tonight 
wanting to be with you 
but I'm still alone when it gets light 
Living my life without you 
 
I sat alone again last night...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore"><div style="text-align: center;">I sit alone again tonight<br />
wanting to be with you<br />
but I'm still alone when it gets light<br />
Living my life without you<br />
<br />
I sat alone again last night<br />
wanting to be near you<br />
I dreamt of you again last night<br />
I wish you loved me too<br />
<br />
I'll admit what I need is you<br />
and I'll do whatever I have to do<br />
I will try to gain your love for me<br />
we should be together,<br />
why can't you see?<br />
<br />
I have an emptiness in my heart<br />
causing me painful recollection<br />
when you and I are apart<br />
I miss my sight of beauty and perfection<br />
<br />
I try to grasp what falls apart<br />
my heart torn into pieces<br />
then whats left of my heart<br />
yearns for more than goodbye kisses<br />
<br />
I'll admit what I need is you<br />
and I'll do whatever I have to do<br />
I will try to gain your love for me<br />
we should be together,<br />
why can't you see?</div></blockquote>

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			<title>Falling Apart</title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 21:41:18 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[Dreams, up in the sky 
feeling so high 
I'm never going to cry 
 
Love, making me whole 
filling my soul 
and now my heart is all full 
 
Dreams,...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore"><div style="text-align: center;">Dreams, up in the sky<br />
feeling so high<br />
I'm never going to cry<br />
<br />
Love, making me whole<br />
filling my soul<br />
and now my heart is all full<br />
<br />
Dreams, breaking my heart<br />
falling apart<br />
always doomed from the start<br />
<br />
Love, turning me down<br />
making me frown<br />
and making me feel down<br />
<br />
Dreams <br />
that fall apart<br />
Hopes <br />
remain unseen<br />
Love<br />
what have you done to me?</div></blockquote>

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			<title>I Paint Words</title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 21:41:18 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>I paint words that my heart sings. 
Love, Companionship. 
All the joy it brings. 
 
I hold on and do not part. 
Chances, Hope. 
Ideals of my heart. 
...</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore"><div style="text-align: center;">I paint words that my heart sings.<br />
Love, Companionship.<br />
All the joy it brings.<br />
<br />
I hold on and do not part.<br />
Chances, Hope.<br />
Ideals of my heart.<br />
<br />
I paint words that fall apart.<br />
Broken, falling.<br />
Pieces of my heart.<br />
<br />
I hold on to hopeless things.<br />
Myself, my life.<br />
All the pain it brings.<br />
<br />
I live my life,<br />
all torn apart.<br />
I live my life,<br />
my broken heart.<br />
I live my life,<br />
the hopeless things.<br />
I live my life,<br />
the pain it brings.</div></blockquote>

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			<title><![CDATA[Chris' Blog]]></title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 21:41:18 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>The sky so blue 
I see it in your eyes, 
and my heart is true 
when in my hand yours lies. 
 
I love you now, 
till forever and more, 
and when I...</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore"><div style="text-align: center;">The sky so blue<br />
I see it in your eyes,<br />
and my heart is true<br />
when in my hand yours lies.<br />
<br />
I love you now,<br />
till forever and more,<br />
and when I think of the future<br />
I can't wait to see whats in store.<br />
<br />
I hold your hand<br />
and kiss your lips,<br />
and when I do,<br />
not to move is my only wish<br />
<br />
As I sit and watch the end of the day<br />
to be with you is all I pray,<br />
and as I wait for morning to come,<br />
to still be with you, two as one.</div></blockquote>

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			<title>I remain</title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 21:41:18 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[I give my love to you. 
I give my all its true. 
I say the words I'll think forever, 
but do you listen? Not now, not ever. 
 
I dream of you 1000...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore"><div style="text-align: center;">I give my love to you.<br />
I give my all its true.<br />
I say the words I'll think forever,<br />
but do you listen? Not now, not ever.<br />
<br />
I dream of you 1000 nights.<br />
I see you every time I turn off the lights.<br />
That I love you should be apparent,<br />
but when you see me its like I'm transparent.<br />
<br />
My heart you tear and render<br />
even though I love you tender.<br />
My pain and suffering are to you unknown,<br />
and so this day I remain alone.</div></blockquote>

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			<title>If I...</title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 21:41:18 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[If I had one wish  
I'd wish for you 
I want only you 
I'd love you my whole life through 
 
If I had one dream 
I'd dream of you 
I'd wish to never...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore"><div style="text-align: center;">If I had one wish <br />
I'd wish for you<br />
I want only you<br />
I'd love you my whole life through<br />
<br />
If I had one dream<br />
I'd dream of you<br />
I'd wish to never wake<br />
When I did my heart would ache<br />
<br />
If I had one hope<br />
It would be you<br />
You're all that I desire<br />
You light my heart on fire<br />
<br />
If I had one reason<br />
I would not need two<br />
I dont need convincing<br />
That without you my heart is wincing<br />
<br />
If I had one joy<br />
It was because of you<br />
You can always make me smile<br />
Especially when its been awhile<br />
<br />
If I had one choice<br />
There would be only you<br />
No other could compare<br />
My heart would no other share<br />
<br />
If I had only one life<br />
Which I certainly do<br />
I'd want to spend every moment<br />
every dream<br />
every season<br />
every hope<br />
every joy<br />
every day<br />
every kiss<br />
and when you went away<br />
I'd surely miss<br />
<br />
In your heart you know its true<br />
Let me be the world to you</div></blockquote>

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			<title>If I could</title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 21:41:18 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[If I could stop and relive one day 
one day right now, one day till forever 
that the day would be with you I pray 
I'd live each moment with you,...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore"><div style="text-align: center;">If I could stop and relive one day<br />
one day right now, one day till forever<br />
that the day would be with you I pray<br />
I'd live each moment with you, together<br />
<br />
If I could live for one more day<br />
one last moment one last walk<br />
one last love before I passed away<br />
with you I'd stay up all night just to talk<br />
<br />
If I could say one more phrase<br />
I'd say I love you<br />
and if I was blind the rest of my days<br />
I'd only want to see you<br />
<br />
If I could worry about one thing<br />
it'd be your safety<br />
and if I could promise one thing<br />
it'b be that you will always be okay<br />
<br />
If I could never raise you high<br />
the loss would be all mine<br />
and if your star escapes my sky<br />
I will regret it until the end of time</div></blockquote>

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			<title>You make me complete</title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 21:41:18 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>Gloomy rain-soaked sky 
your smile chases away 
your glowing face 
makes it sunny everyday 
 
Gloomy depressed frown 
your smile chases away 
your...</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore"><div style="text-align: center;">Gloomy rain-soaked sky<br />
your smile chases away<br />
your glowing face<br />
makes it sunny everyday<br />
<br />
Gloomy depressed frown<br />
your smile chases away<br />
your glowing face<br />
makes me happy everyday<br />
<br />
in the worst nightmare<br />
thoughts of you comfort me<br />
in the scariest storm<br />
I only wish you were near me<br />
<br />
You make me complete</div></blockquote>

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			<title><![CDATA[Chris' Blog]]></title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 21:41:18 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>Rough winds do make the oceans heave 
trees sway and break in the breeze 
but my love for you 
will remain strong and true 
and my heart will never...</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore">Rough winds do make the oceans heave<br />
trees sway and break in the breeze<br />
but my love for you<br />
will remain strong and true<br />
and my heart will never leave<br />
<br />
As a friend you are so fine<br />
but yearn for more<br />
does this heart of mine<br />
I feel it to my core<br />
<br />
You are all I want<br />
the priceless pearl<br />
all I dream of<br />
my ideal girl<br />
<br />
For long I was scared<br />
of what I did not know<br />
for you I always cared<br />
but was afraid to show<br />
<br />
I see my mistake now<br />
high up in the skies<br />
I dream of happiness<br />
and see it in your eyes<br />
<br />
I love you my dear<br />
impassioned and unrelenting<br />
and this is what I fear<br />
my passion shows no sign of venting<br />
<br />
I dream of the chance I missed<br />
that which I will forever regret <br />
I dream of our first kiss<br />
that which I will forever want<br />
<br />
I dream of genies<br />
with you my only wish<br />
I dream of diamonds<br />
with you reflected in the facets<br />
<br />
I dream of future<br />
I curse the past<br />
I dream that passed chances<br />
will not be my last<br />
<br />
I dream of love<br />
the hole in my soul filled<br />
I dream of love<br />
my tears of joy spilled<br />
<br />
I dream that everyday<br />
can be spent with you<br />
and I dream that my dreams<br />
will come true<br />
<br />
Walking on the Beach<br />
in sand soaked wind<br />
you brighten my life<br />
and lessen the din<br />
<br />
You make the worst days good<br />
the good days better<br />
the best days unforgetable<br />
and no days regretable<br />
<br />
You make the birds sing<br />
in the middle of the night<br />
You make the sun cry<br />
in envious fright<br />
<br />
I could gaze into your eyes<br />
for hours on end<br />
and after I glanced away<br />
I'd begin again<br />
<br />
Every fiber of my being<br />
tells me that I love you<br />
and for the first time in my life<br />
I feel like I'm actually seeing<br />
<br />
<br />
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			<pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 21:41:18 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>Yesterday was the first time 
I loved you 
Today I know its true 
I love you 
Tommorow and for forever 
I will love you 
 
I want to watch sunsets...</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore"><div style="text-align: center;">Yesterday was the first time<br />
I loved you<br />
Today I know its true<br />
I love you<br />
Tommorow and for forever<br />
I will love you<br />
<br />
I want to watch sunsets with you<br />
sit in front of a fire when its cold<br />
cook you breakfast in bed<br />
and to you have my heart be told<br />
<br />
I want to hold your hand<br />
as we walk on the beach<br />
I want to always have you<br />
easily within reach<br />
<br />
I want to watch you smile<br />
you look so beautiful<br />
and if you do cry<br />
I will comfort you<br />
<br />
I want to grow old with you<br />
I want to see you everyday<br />
I want to be one with you<br />
I want you to never go away<br />
<br />
I feel this inside me<br />
this insatiable love<br />
I know I love you<br />
I know its true</div></blockquote>

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			<pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 21:41:18 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>Until yesterday 
When I said goodbye 
Until forever 
While I cry 
Until tommorow 
When I wonder why 
 
I will miss you 
 
Until the last time</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore"><div style="text-align: center;">Until yesterday<br />
When I said goodbye<br />
Until forever<br />
While I cry<br />
Until tommorow<br />
When I wonder why<br />
<br />
I will miss you<br />
<br />
Until the last time<br />
I will ever cry<br />
Until first time<br />
I really wondered why<br />
Until the next time<br />
I say goodbye<br />
<br />
I will miss you<br />
Because I love you<br />
Your beautiful eyes<br />
Your radiant face<br />
And when you smile<br />
My world you create<br />
<br />
I will miss you<br />
And forever wish it wasn't this way<br />
Because when you walked out the door<br />
It was my loss</div></blockquote>

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			<description><![CDATA[A collection of near misses 
my heart's been broken down 
they're always just goodbye kisses 
why is my smile forever a frown 
 
I saw the sun set...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore"><div style="text-align: center;">A collection of near misses<br />
my heart's been broken down<br />
they're always just goodbye kisses<br />
why is my smile forever a frown<br />
<br />
I saw the sun set the other day<br />
but I never saw it rise<br />
heard those words spoken again<br />
felt the pain staring from my eyes<br />
<br />
One more dream that meets it's end<br />
one more chance that fate has passed<br />
there are more near misses around the bend<br />
this broken heart is not the last</div></blockquote>

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			<pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 21:41:18 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>How does it feel having someone? 
how does it feel  being loved? 
how does it feel when she looks at you? 
how does it feel when she smiles? 
when...</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote class="blogcontent restore">How does it feel having someone?<br />
how does it feel  being loved?<br />
how does it feel when she looks at you?<br />
how does it feel when she smiles?<br />
when you know there is nothing she wouldn't do,<br />
for you?<br />
how does it feel that she loves?<br />
<br />
How does it feel when you hold her?<br />
how does it feel when you say its alright?<br />
how does it feel when you touch her soft hair?<br />
how does it feel when she hugs?<br />
when you know her heart is full of care,<br />
for you?<br />
how does it feel that she loves?<br />
<br />
How does it feel when she comes?<br />
how does it feel when she walks away?<br />
how does it feel when the day is done?<br />
how does it feel when you dance?<br />
when you know she is the only one,<br />
for you?<br />
how does it feel that she loves?</blockquote>

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