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Yes,I finished tidying up my room(well,long ago,but it's still a big succes)so now I'm sitting here,just not wanting to sleep.I know why I don't sleep now...You see,I'm that kind of person that believes sleep is actually sacred,but in the end,if I look closely,I notice that I don't lie down as much as I would like to.And that is probably due to that great fear of loosing time...The great fear of missing something that is going to happen,the great fear of not living...Sometimes I'm dead tired and ...

Is it me,or is tidying up a room horribly bothering?I mean,I'm comfortable with my own mess,it's creative and all that.Certainly,sometimes I don't find the clothes I want or my homeworks,but is it so bad as to make everybody home so mad at me?And ready to take "sanctions"?...
I have been trying to make this place tidy for the last two hours or more,I think,and my books are proving to be...Well,a lot...There's no place anymore,my room is worse than two hours ago and I'm feeling less ...

So, it is to be the Auster for the January forum read. I thought I was happy, since the Aquin was less appealing once I'd got a look at it, but yesterday I picked up The Dark Man at the local library (that's the only Auster they had at my branch) and read it and, while I don't object to the noir-ish feel of the prose, I was alarmed to find that there were several incidents in the book that I can only describe as very disturbing. Someone was drawn and quartered. Someone was beaten to death by terrorists. ...

!! I wrote a whole blog and lost it! !!

I'm so excited for 2009! This year I'll turn 18 and go to college. Now, I think I understand what the poets mean when they speak of the glories of youth. It's all a whirl...one life is ending and another beginning...all the world before me...To know of the world and to realize that I am just one of many -- but with a capacity to influence and be influenced by those around me.

I feel especially akin to Ivan from Dostoevsky's The ...

I know it's 1.05 AM,but exactly for that I am so mad!How can someone get the number wrong at this hour and then persist in calling you?!Some people are just so...I can't define,it would be too evil!Ok,I'm done now...