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Haggard hopes entombed
In strident hasps and yet doomed
In the graft of fiscal support,
In rhythm with a rippling cavort.
Attuned to the remarked cadence
Of hard gist and common sense,
Aligned with th gaze of the troubadour,
Besmirched in bearing of a boor.
The past may be lost
In matchless cost
Of a commercial standard of vogue.
Derivative takes on the rogue.
To mourn the separation of majesty
From the concept ...

Here's to the passing
Of easy gestures
The cool amassing
Of substitute figures
In my place.
I remember
Our very first night,
The flying embers,
The sparkling lights
The mystical imprint of your face.
Now we're trading
Hooks and jibes,
Our summer fading
With love besides;
It never would have worked.
I was the flower,
You the pollen,
I danced in the showers
You lay prone and ...

"...when you are completely, perfectly, and incandescently happy."



I am determined, by any means possible, that I am going to make as much as a can with this Spring Break. Friday was fine- a little bland - Saturday was full of work, and Sunday was about the same and absolutely miserable! I had planned to come home after work too and clean the apartment so that nothing could stand in my way when I was ready to leave for home (Myrtle Beach) on Monday, but I ...

I am groupless
I am clanless
always without
never within
yet I have no outer self
only an inner self
there are only the characters
in my head
they come alive
more alive to me
than anyone else
treating the world
like ghosts
as they all just float on by
passing through me
as air
the world is full of walking dead
mayhap's it is I that is dead
there is no lament ...

Love, I am not taking advantage of them if they cannot function without me. I am home. They demanded me home last night. Not in a "we made a mistake and we need you" sort of way, but dad said in no uncertain terms, verbatim "get your *** home." I have not cried as much in the past three years as I have last night and today. I cried myself to sleep last night, cried before school, first period, second period, at lunch, fifth period, after school, when I first got home... now that ...