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So its into week four now. I have officially been three weeks of the cigarettes!
I have had moments that would have driven me out for a calming cigarette over the last week, one being an accident in one of the shops that i had to get first aiders etc on the scene for... and i havent had one. Even london was a challenge. Think is fair to say that if there are a group of you going some where, try make it an even no. Not nice when people group off into pairs...someone gets left alone. ...

She offered herself
A human sacrifice of feeling
“Love” she called it
I could not call back
Refusing her offer
Of body
And blood
Innocence on a silver platter
Tempting,
Like an apple from the tree
That stands alone
In the center of the garden
“You broke me
I loved you
Could you not love back?”
I refused
To cheapen the words


I realized that i didnt put this in my ...

The Inner Fields
Sri Aurobindo


There is a brighter ether than this blue
Pretence of an enveloping heavenly vault,
Royaler investiture than this massed assault
Of emerald rapture pearled with tears of dew.
Immortal spaces of cerulean hue
Are in our reach and fields without this fault
Of drab brown earth and streams that never halt
In their deep murmur which white flowers strew

Floating like stars upon a ...

Most people are aware, at some level, of their conscious mind. Few, however, are fully aware of their subconscious mind. The subconscious is in many ways our link to the mystical. It is closer to the unborn range of our being. In this relation, the subconscious mind holds the key to a greater expanse and range of being.

It is difficult to explain the nature of one's being, but it is very important to know. We seem to exist as living beings. Our unborn nature is eternal. This is something ...

I wrote this (relatively) short story as a submission to my school literary magazine way back when. (I was fifteen, so that would be . . . four years ago? Five? Something like that. It was also before I knew better and thought falling in love would be cool.)

Out in the boondocks of Wyoming is a town that goes by the name of Pony. Nobody’s entirely sure where the name came from, but it’s there all the same. It’s a small town, not even big enough to have a population sign. Some ...