last day in Cuenca. I wish it could be better. Iīm fighting with myself to be obedient (oops!) to my dad even when i DONT LIKE HIS DECISION! how hard it is! Have you ever feel like screaming with all your strengths but you couldnīt do it?? I feel like an atomic bomb just exploted inside of me and all the smoke it caused canīt scape from my inside but instead itīs soffocating me. Oh well, itīll be gone soon...just, as chris martin said, "take a breath try to hold it inside," ...
My wife will always have a higher place in Heaven then I and if there is true justice I will be carrying her robes the rest of eternity as my sins against her have been grievious and deep. When the initial shock of discovering that our illustrious Internal Revene Service has a great regard for the little guy and willing to help with a firm hand in resolving problems sank in she was the first to point out that God will proivide which well of course I acknowledged in that oh so yeh ...
Out, out, brief candle! Ah yes, the flickering flame, such a symbol of ourselves, and of our world. Almost every religion attributes some symbolic meaning to this item, representing some form of synergy with a higher power to our mutual improvement - bringing, as it were, illumination to our personal darkness. But is it an accurate representation of our situation? Is our existence, our personal reality, a flame? A single burst of energy in an otherwise eternal darkness? ...
We laughed that Christmas. God how we laughed. Migrant guests trapped beneath a twinkle-lit princess pink canopy. Two shushing kids at camp after lights out and the wardens final warning. Snorting, bellies distended - undercover whoopee trying not to wake the dead. Do I miss you between conjugals? Hopelessly, inconsolably, yes.
Partner Bob at AAA likes to bring DVDs in on the weekend and we try to watch movies around the never ending tow and lock requests from members. Sometimes if the interruptions are more then usually numerous he'll let me take a movie home. Pale Rider was the winner last weekend with Clint Eastwood. I got the gist of it during the shift but I was more interested in 3:10 to Yuma with Russell Crowe and Christian Bales. Absolutely loved it and was totally surprised by the ending but ...
Updated 04-22-2009 at 10:29 PM by mtpspur
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