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My brother, Mohammad, surprised me the other day when I caught him actually 'writing' something. Mohammad, my big bro, never had passion for writing and was also throwing all those comments at me whenever he sees me sitting in one place writing my stuff.

It was annoying for awhile, but I got used to his sarcastic lines... until recently he got curious as to what really makes me write fiction and short stories all the time. He started reading my stuff, little by little, he even took ...

well its another day... and im bored out of my mind. anyways i was reading my manga when the computer booted me of the site...
on a lighter note... i just boke a thousand posts yesterday!!!
i wish i was free... oh yeah...i forgot...you didnt know i was in juvenile hall... whats it like? boring as hell... don't recommend coming here at all...

Strange Reality

I used to tell lies
just to prove
that I could

Living my life
in a parody,
what does truth
mean, when inside
self-imposed reality

The more I could
reconstruct this
illusion, all the
better I was

Pulling others into
my dreaming nightmare,
why live in this
broken world
when I can simply
make myself believe
in another ...

My source and center, Om -
in my heart and ears,
in my cells and bones,
the shoreless ocean,
the peaceful absolute -

that we ever circle, never leave;
the source within all,
beyond all,
the infinite, eternal -
Om

In addition to the gazilion other books I am reading just at my own leisurely pace, I have also began reading a book a month. In which at the beginning of each month I will choose a book to read and then dedicate myself to finishing it within that month. I first got in the habit of doing it when I started partaking in a online book discussions so now if none of the groups I happen to be involved with are discussing a book that I either I do not want to read or don't happen to own I will just choose ...