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Giving Myself Away

I called out
and waited for no
answer to come
as I knew there never
could be.

Fate cut a hot white
knife between us
parted forever
I was a fool once
to think I could
defeat it.

We were both used
but how you used me so
in a time when you knew
you could have anything.

There was a time
when it seemed as if
the world ...

Guy's I'm having trouble...i'm pretty sure it can

do it, but how do you make the order that you

post your entries to go from the first one you've

posted go first?

i'm nearly crying

I have a dilemma. Someone very kindly gave me a jar of bath pearls for my graduation. I want to take a bath - but the thing is, I haven't taken a bath in YEARS, and I'm afraid that just, um, "reclining" in water will make me dead bored. I suppose I could take my iPod speakers, but I think the allure of scribbling down notes from Landon's "Building Great Sentences" would reduce me to using my finger to scrape notes on the wall through the steam bubbles. I've also heard that people ...

The flames of fire are the claws
that devour the painless body.
Nothing remains in the end,
just the ashes, that drift astray...

My Living Ghost

I have crawled through mud
with my belly to the ground,
that was a time without pride
only self-denial.

I look back upon those haunted days
and from the fire your face
always rises above.

There was a time when my soul
was ripped apart
and in silent nights I cried.

Not for the usual reasons
I knew I could always live
without you.

But I had ...