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I just got a scolding from myself today: where were you in the last 10 years? How could you not have known Travis Pastrana?

Watching him do his stunts, I couldn't help but wishfully think that I am brought in the same way-- where fear is a taboo and the coolest thing ever is to fall and rise and vice versa. I haven't watched a man push himself so extremely as if limits were just an imaginary state. (I do believe they are and watching this guy Travis has turned this belief into an ...

why the world is awesome and all other stuff you'd rather not entertain because they're just wrong

To the fright, anxiety and panic of some, in group activities (such as panel interviews), where one is asked to give a succinct description of themeselves, I sometimes get tempted to verbalize the un-fake detailed tales that like everybody else's, are allowed to exist only in one's own mind's hidden alcoves. Maybe, in all the many similar group activities I could have in my lifetime, ...

Welcome to my fantasy! If I were immensely wealthy, here are some of the places I would choose to live. You are welcome to visit anytime!




This is my home in Venice, Italy.



And here is my home in Paris, on the Ile St.-Louis.


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My monthly period comes.... just now....

I really don't know what to say here. I also can't understand what I feel for having my monthly period now.

It's been five years of waiting, five years of disappointment, five years of craving, craving to have a baby.

In our first year of marriage, my husband and I told to each other that maybe for God, it's not yet the proper time to have a baby and just we need to wait when God will bless us a baby. But it's ...

For years or at least until I had my son I sometimes looked at myself as a pronoid I still sometimes get that 'pronoid' feeling but can't really call myself one anymore cause I don't think it's true... it's like nostalgia for me craving an old feeling from a time I wasn't that happy. I have been thinking a lot about the years between 16 and 19 since my old friend died and even though I was so unhappy and often miserable in those years suffering from depression and hating myself and everything else ...