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Hello again, all.
Kevinthediltz here. An old user.
I have not been on in a long time. And I mean long time. Due to lots of mixed emotions about a lot of things. And also due to a large lack of writing in the past year. I miss you all! And I really want to use this place like I used to. I want to continue to write like I used to. I suppose we will see how that goes. I hope at least a few of you remember me. And to those of you who I haven't met, hello! I am Kevinthediltz. It is nice ...

Hi all. Just a very quick update. My computer is crashed for an indefinite period, so I can only come here on computer lab computers. Also I got a job at a bindery which is one of the hardest jobs I've had, mostly because it requires working 12 hour shifts. By the way, if you have any magazine subscriptions, unsubscribe! Just get your info through the internet and books. I could go into the reasons but let's just say, having seen the production process, it leaves me with a revulsion for the whole ...

I wake up this morning, and read in the morning before getting up as I always do, than I get dressed and turn on the computer and start reading Daniel Deronda which I have downloaded on my computer in PDF when all of the sudden out of nowhere I start feeling dizzy. At first I thought I was making myself dizzy, because I was sitting at the computer desk and I am not very good at just sitting still, and so I tend to rock and fidget around in my chair, which does sometimes make me dizzy when I am reading ...

I got about 2/3rds of the way through another blog and accidentally deleted it, so this is a different blog to the one I intended. It's probably better for it.

As we roll down into autumn, and the nights become longer and the days shorter and the leaves crisp and turn and fall I find myself thinking, already, about next year and my reading aims for the year. Reading aims are always loose, but it's good to have them. So, for example, this year I resolved to read more fiction written ...

'' As my soul wanders through the relics of my broken heart, it's so hard to say I love you no more. For as much as I want to lie to others, one can never lie for long to his own heart.
Having to live without you... I wish I could just forget. I wish it had never happened. If only it was just a dream... a short-lived nightmare. The reality of your absence hurts so much...
My veins have no more blood inside them- I have no life. My heart no longer beats.... my feelings frozen. Without ...