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I haven't blogged here in ages-- not even the smilies are all the same. But I wonder: have you missed me? Is there any of the old crew left?

I'm in college, now. Does anyone remember the troubled girl of high school? She's still in here, somewhere-- same crazy family, same crazy life-- but she's changed.

God put me through a fire, my old comrades. The remaining years of high school have been a blur. I finally got out of the relationship with Thomas, finally ...

I'm beginning to doubt everything that I once believed in. Everything's starting to fall apart...I'm feeling lost and confused.This week I barely noticed the seconds tick by, or the wind blow pass my face.This morning when i looked in the mirror i saw a complete stranger staring back at me..i was SHOCKED, i really didn't notice who i've become.Counting the days that i've missed I now realize how easily I can lose track of the time simply by picking up a book or even a calculator.(!)
Is my ...

Where to begin?
Homage to the Buddhas,
Past and present.
Homage to Milarepa,
to Bhaisajyaguru,
to Shakyamuni Buddha
and to Amitabha Buddha,
Buddha of Infinite Light.
Peace to all beings everywhere,
Success to innumerable Bodhisattvas,
And all beings on Buddha's Path.

Lord Buddha, boundless is your compassion,
Beginningless and endless,
Not affected by any phenomena,
Beyond merest trace of ...

Hearing from new and old,
laughing and sighing with friends,
until the stranger who's been AWOL
pops her head around the corner!

Yep. I'm a stranger! If you say nay, well, hey. I feel like one. It's been forever since I posted to my blog.

Well, what's new? Nothing really. Still going to school, of course with different courses(Statistics, English 102, Zumba, Tai Chi, and Mexican American History). Only thing different, I suppose is that I'm ...

I'm supposed to be writing right now, that was my plan anyway. I guess I'm putting it off, it's a common story. My husband is sleeping (it's 6pm) as he hasn't been feeling very well today. Actually he hasn't felt well often recently. I am hoping it is nothing to be worried about. My kids are upstairs playing and I have the living room to myself, with only the sound of my husband's heavy breathing and my fingers tapping on the keyboard. It's kind of relaxing.

It's been a weird year ...