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I'm going down again. Don't worry, I shouldn't get too depressed this time. I know exactly what's causing it. The moment I realised I was feeling down again was when, for some reason, I wanted a hug from the dog. She's been a bit funny lately due to her phantom pregnancy but she's supposed to be over it now yet she still doesn't seem herself. She seems to respect me less. It annoys me. She doesn't play anymore and she's getting a little defiant.
Anyway, she doesn't want to hug us so much ...

I have a couple of blogs with wordpress and though I do not update them on a regular basis, every now and than I will still have the sudden impulse and inspiration to post something in my blogs and one of them in spite of its not being regularly updated is still quite active and has a large viewership, being that it deals with topics which are popular these days. Primarily that of Vampires, Werewolves, Mythology, and themes relating to the Occult and the Gothic.

And the other blog ...

I think I need to change my attitude or the way I talk or something, I may be lonely sometimes but I am not desperate and I don't NEED a man in my life I am very happy. I have often talked about my sister in law who seems to have a need to find me a boyfriend, it's not working cause she has no idea what I want. Anyway, now my other sister in law is doing it, she is more subtle about it and says things like 'oh my friend is gonna join us', yeah that doesn't fool me. I don't really care though because ...

Author’s Note: Many of you know me as a very strong and independent woman. I am capable of many things of which men are capable. I am willing to speak, willing to work, willing to act. I do not mean, in this note, that a woman should not be strong and that she should not be capable, for indeed I strive and encourage other women to strive to be both. However, there is a time for strength and there is a time to yield. There is no shame in yielding. When you find a husband who will treat you right ...

it is odd to feel very happy and sad at the same time. Life is a very odd thing and it is funny when you have two conflicting emotions at the same time. In general I am very happy about my life and right now I am at my happiest if that means anything. at the same time I am kinda sad or maybe just lonely, I don't want to be alone but I don't want to go out and meet people either. I was reading the disability thread, didn't feel I had anything to add to the discussion but it made me wonder, I have ...