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I absolutely love it. There, I said it again. I got off work and though it's mid December it was warm. It has been raining the last 3 days, and this morning was so beautiful. I love warm air and rain at 7 in the morning in December...
Govinda Jaya! :)

I am thinking about the past year and what it has done for me. In this year and a half that I have been alone I have been completely alone, I didn't want any contact with anyone of the opposite gender until I knew what I wanted. I have looked into different philosophies and even thought of religions but nothing suits me and what I want. That is OK cause I have realized what it is I want and just going to school was a huge step for me and I feel like I have what I wanted and need nothing more. It ...

My coffee machine broke so I have been using the stove and a mocha coffee thingy and now the rubber insulation ring is ruined so had to put the kettle on and make coffee with a filter and it is so bad! Mainly because I don't know how to make a good pot that way. I guess I'll pay a visit to the local cafe later on.

I may have said this before but I am addicted to Morrissey at the moment! I get so influenced by music, it has some odd power over me I think. and I just love Morrissey ...

just that I am so happy to be winning money at poker and blackjack. I can't tell you how great it is. My money problems have literally been solved. I worked so hard at it because I knew the reward was so worth it, and I should put everything into its pursuit.

I came to the realization, if you prepare for it - perhaps, anything - as going to be difficult, then you will find it easy. But if you prepare for it to be easy, then it will be exceedingly difficult. As they say, the more ...

Even if I've been a long way from happiness.. all I have to do is close my eyes and remember my connection to everything, and the moments I am deeply happy.. when I am remembering my roots, my connectedness.. there is not a shadow.. of any doubt or deceit.. or fault or glitch or wrongdoing or guilt.. and I know that the reservoir of more happiness than I could ever need, has never left me, and was and always is my source..

I got a book today. And my check was in the mail too. The ...