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I'm not sure if I've said this before or not, but I'm going to ask anyway: what is it about the number 3? Is it really a 'magic' number? I wonder.

Recently I read this really ace book called The Housekeeper and the Professor by Yoko Ogawa. If you haven't read it, I can recommend it. Not much happens, but the professor (who has only an 80 minute memory) is, or was, a professor of mathematics and much of the book involves the magic of number theory which, as a non-mathematician, I found ...

I really like that article fifth posted after my last blog and it really got me thinking. Everything around me tells me I have to go out and be open and chatty and loud. It's like it's wrong not to want the spotlight. In class yesterday the teacher mentioned that there was a meeting with students about how to improve the department and she said that she didn't believe the results they got and that it represented the students and when she told as roughly how it was most disagreed. The students who ...

I realized something yesterday. When I was 16 I was in a school with my best friend and through her I met more people. When I was 17 I had had two boyfriends and there was a group of kids that would hang out together. I had friends, I had many friends, I was very depressed, I couldn't handle all the stuff that was going on and started skipping school cause that and friends was just to much for me. It was a great time and it was a horrible time. I couldn't handle it so I quit school. shortly after ...

We have a lot of wild Turkeys around the area where I live, and I was out on my walk with my ipod on, rocking out to my music and getting lost in my own thoughts oblivious to the world. My walks are my time to escape the world, with no other distractions, and no one else around, and not having anything else I have to do, I like to escape the world and within my mind conjure up all kinds of chaos and mayhem, while something like NIN or Godsmack or Tool is blasting away, so I can play out my fantasies ...

I am dealing with some personal stuff right now, for all the gory details you can read about here:

http://www.online-literature.com/for...7#comment58777

And though I am starting to recover from it a bit more now, when it first all came down, I had attempted to continue my reading of Wings of the Dove, but could not get myself to concentrate on it at all and decided at that moment all I really wanted was to delve into something dark and brooding and ...