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When your head is clear, you are light
as a feather; no burdens and no controls.
It's all inside the head, a peace and a disorder,
the heaven and the hell, and a saviour and a killer.
Pills merely cannot save you from falling into a pit
of your own fears, when they rebound constantly.
Life puts on the color the way you respond to it,
and you know that you can be a soulmate or a foe to yourself.
In a tumultuous time, you get to know ...

Tomorrow is my cousin's birthday party. His birthday was on Tuesday but his family have arranged a party for Saturday. To be honest I'm still in two minds about it even though I'll be going, unless something sudden and unpleasant comes along.

To be honest it seems like an awful lot of fuss. Our family don't do parties. Mainly because we're separated geographically. It's not that far really, an hour or two's drive apart but we don't really do it much. You know I only see my family ...

Finally I breath in land of reality
My heart and mind are finally clear to world illusion
Beloved and Kundalini only are alone shining in meditation.

I am the type that needs a routine, I need to know exactly what I do when I wake up and before bed and most things in between. I like living like this and when my routine breaks it is very difficult for me. Last weekend was my moms birthday and me and my brothers and their girlfriends decided to surprise her with a 3 course meal on Sunday. This was a weekend my son spent with his dad and my routine for those two days is to eat, read and watch tv. That is the way I like it. This dinner threw me way ...

A sudden conscience, a lucid picture,
awakens the eyes from your slumber.
Sometimes, you learn the things in a hard way,
being a friend, from the stranger, to yourself.
When you understand yourself, you are free,
and when you learn to unlearn, you are at peace.
Nothing can change you, until you believe yourself,
and until you let the hand of time to portray your picture.
Good and bad are all perspective, relative,
when you know ...