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When the dreams have all faded away
like wisps on a windy day
When wishes have never come true.
How could I talk to you?

I stand and watch them play,
always its been this way
around me they sing and dance
and yet Im all alone.

In my bubble of lonliness I stand
Alone with my castle of sand
I watch them laugh and talk. I wish
I could do that.

You turn and come my way
Then there is somthing ...

[FONT=Georgia]Your “good morning�
Is a boring habit
And I taste your ignorance
In your day by day “how are you�
Wish I could take off your masquerade
And reveal that charlatan personality
You’re just another nobody[/FONT]

[FONT=Georgia][I] Ah… your dull smile is a mockery
Your pretentious attention
Is a disgrace to honesty
Darling, what a pity to see you backward
When you think you’re moving forward ...

This is you
Your blur story
As I recorded briefly
As I caught you with the corners of my eyes
When my steps rushed
When you say quietly

You have that eye devoted to darkness
And the other spared to see light
A youth so unblessed
Your shaky lips dramatized
The self-pity expression
Because few dimes took a whole day
Because miracle was too arrogant to stop by
And comfort and joy and love ...

[FONT=Arial]I’m this tiny dot
Among oceans of huge stains
When my existence blunder
Self-comfort is a real pleasure
Was I fashioned in a special blueprint?
If I were in better shoes
I’d agree that no God plays favorites [/FONT]

the hottest
chilis leave
no trace
nor do briar patches
leave a
mark.

yes i can
dawdle
would as soon
dive in ice
as gather
bouquets

you and i
destroyed
all of me
my defenses
beliefs, hopes,
dreams.

and somehow
created new
strengths.

so i may leave
you now, you know,
because you can
never maim
...