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  1. Increasing cheer

    by , 01-07-2007 at 07:23 PM (Barmy Blue's Bland Blog)
    As the title says, my mood is changing. I'm starting to feel happier now. Besides that little bit of information, there's not much to say.
    Mum had to do the laundry at the launderette (Because, as you know, the washing machine's broken). I was the one that had to rush around all the radiators trying to get things dry in time . I noticed that we just don't have enough .
    Mum and I both had showers, because we wanted to watch war games (and showers take considerably less time,
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  2. 1st Sunday

    Actually made it to church services and better yet enjoyed it for a change. I tried to give it a rest on analysing everything and just enjoy. It's the second time I've heard the new pastor but it's the first I listened to him. Was talking about stewardship in the area of responsibility to the church and what you make of it. Glad I went.

    Raining out so I'm avoiding the sticks in the back yard again. If landlord wants them out any quicker he's welcome to try--I'm not the one who ...
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  3. Day 3-Blah

    The problem with 4 days off in a row is that by the time they arrive I'm physically/mentally tired and I fritter it away. I finshed up the 1st Professor Jameson book and have got a good start on the second. Spurgeon has been routine the past couple days but I blame myself for not appreciating him more. It is a constant struggle to focus when I read him rather then just read the paragraphs. Today nothing major happened. Ruth had a shortday today at Meijers. Not sure if I've recorded this but ...
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  4. Spiraling depression

    by , 01-06-2007 at 10:48 PM (Barmy Blue's Bland Blog)
    Just like the title says. I'm spiraling into a deeper depression than I've had before, and for longer too. I feel so sad, but mainly lonely. I can't talk to Tom anymore and I can only say so much to mum. I just feel so lonely, and sad.
    I didn't really feel like going to Toms. Last night (I think, or the night before) I dreamed that he was coming to my house and I didn't want to see him so I left before he came. But then I felt guilty. I felt sorry for him so I tried to get back but I couldn't
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    Updated 09-10-2008 at 12:09 PM by Bluebiird

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  5. Casino Royale

    The long suffering wife and I finally saw Casino Royale today. Went to the 1 pm showing. About 20 or so people in the theater. I knew this was a fresh start for the series and was impressed at the thought put into it. When the conclusion came and Bond's theme is FINALLY played it's like we went full circle.

    I notice they gave Vesper a little more motiviation in her actions and they did get the book's last line in. I kept thinking thru the movie how much like Ian Fleming Daniel ...
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