Christine faded in and out of consciousness, exploring the infinite possibilities that existed within the fantasy, but found none as satisfying as her first vision. Odd, she thought, still somewhat delirious from her daydream, the mind of man is not so different from God’s. Within it exists indeterminate opportunities, and yet I - I chose only one. One timeline, one sequence of events, one plot, one character per person, not multiple variations ala Quantum Physics. Not the manifold realities, ...
Ok, a small interruption to my entries regarding Scotland. I was out earlier and saw all these schoolchildren at the local school having their school sports day. It reminded me of a funny story from my childhood. When I was in primary school each person had to participate in at least 2 races: The 50yard dash and one other more crazy race eg egg & spoon, wheelbarrow race etc. Me and one of my friends Scott used to always choose the 3 legged race. This story occurs ...
The timing of this adventure is November 2005. But the roots go back from 1973 to the present. In April 1973 I was released from the Air Force and had made my way slowly home to a perceived frosty reception from my father (who was just too darn unemotional)--ironically I'm accused of being machine-like at times with good and bad inferences. My sister Elaine, however, I was finally having a healthy relationship with as she was embarking on her lifelong career of dealing with Mom ...
Well, Mother's Day has come and gone. I don't suppose that the entire planet celebrates mothers the same way and on the same day, but for now, I shall deal with the Canadian rendition of said day. I am blogging my thoughts about the aforementioned, because I had a fantastic visit with my best friend (and fellow caffeine addict), and she enlightened me to some sorry facts. Billie works at the neighborhood drugstore, which would be a likely haven for those knick knacks ...
As some of you know, psychology is a hobby (passion?) of mine. I've been doing some research/refresher on the topic and found this site enlightening (check yourselves out - I know reading about me is boring). The diagram of my psyche is dead-on: http://www.9types.com/epd/4.html HEALTHY LOOP: Need for self-understanding -> examine self -> understand themselves -> Need for self-understanding UNHEALTHY LOOP: Fear of being defective ...