I don't want to sound over-excited, but I am! Every birthday of mine is a big step. Since my birthday is today, August 7 , I just make the cut off for my school grade placement! There for all of my friend are older than me and have enjoyed being 15 for way much longer. I am the baby in our large group of friends, and to tell you the truth I am a tad bit more mature than some of my friends (I love them alot anyway). Yet, I am "sarah-bear-a" and "aww sarah you know your ...
early morning bright yellow sun beautiul blue skies courage girl courage taking very little not rushing back turning the cold hard knob opens the nowhere front door steps out from her familar world running fast running the bruises still showing purple red and green fading fear runs deep in the veins of life driving her on escape this time not to return ...
There isn't too much that has been going on in my world. My mind has been wandering for a couple of days, and I'm finding it difficult to focus on any single task for long. My days have been filled with an unending parade of random thoughts ranging from mundane things to life altering decisions. One theme that seems to keep revolving in my head is a question of who I am. I don't really seem to know anymore. One thing that is really surprising me is this growing passion ...
After almost 16 years at AAA and about 13 of them in dispatch I make the mistake of thinking I've heard it all. It's my considered belief that humanity is pretty much the same all over--if it happens here in Ohio it's also happening in New York (but being ignored--with contempt), in Chicago IL with rage and Wow Man in California. I still wish I had a dollar for every AAA member that locks themselves out of the car. And fifty for the ones that lock themselves IN the ...
School is approaching...joy. I've never really liked highschool...for some reason I just feel that it isn't diverse enough...or whatever. I dunno actually, just haven't liked it. So I'm happy that this is my last year...but I'm getting really nervous now. The whole college application thingy...actually choosing colleges that my parents and I can afford. I'm all for change, so it isn't really about leaving highschool, leaving that safety net, my comfort zone...its more of "WHAT AM I DOING!" ...