So I'm sitting here, in front of my computer, eating Ben & Jerry's Cherry Garcia. Yeah...its been one of those days. To tell you the truth, I don't really KNOW why. Just feeling kind of slow and angry...not the good anger...you know, the one that you get rid of after a creative accomplishment. But after the first bite of cherries and 'fudge flakes', I'm feeling pretty good. Joy, now its double time at the gym tommorrow. Okie dokie, enough of the depressing, low, cynical crap. ...
Poetry always provides solutions and idenitifications. I wish I'd written this: Long time he lay upon the sunny hill, To his father's house below securely bound. Far off the silent, changing sound was still, With the black islands lying thick around. He saw each separate height, each vaguer hue, Where the massed islands rolled in mists away, And though all ran together in his view He knew that unseen straits between them lay. ...
I went in to pick up my final highschool schedule. My friends that have graduated say that its one of the those sad feelings you get...you know, whenever something is coming to an end. Not going to lie...I didn't get that feeling. So...I think this year is going to be pretty decent. Freshman year was easy, sophmore year was the hardest, last year wasn't too bad...so I have reason to believe that this one won't be so bad. The Sched: ROTC ...
So I have a little, but growing farm and it is a learning experience for me. Most country folk think I知 a city girl and city people think I知 a country girl. The truth is I知 neither, but I知 here on this farm trying to make the best of things and learn what I can. I often find that what I learn about the nature of the world is so simple and also so profound. Right now I知 having a bit of a chicken crisis. My husband finally finished my chicken house a couple of months ago and it ...
left on the doorstep at the empty house windows without curtains quietly living a dozen or so maybe more roses, and carnations with a few assorted ones curiosity brought closer waiting to be noticed smiling serenely wrapped in gold awake in a basket written on the note i'll love you forever never will i 4get