today is careless with the remains of yesterday it all begins so remarkably routine humble and familar reflecting near perfection appearing acknowledged recognition activated forever bright and clear by day's end the sun sets with a master's timing as common occurrence midnight brings ...
it's just not the same the front door won't close the dishwasher doesn't work and the cat still calls out for you changed the sheets the ones you never liked bought a new dress and new shoes to match finished off the whiskey you left untouched but it just won't work so i sold the house gave away the furniture ...
I've been nominated by who knows because of my "outstanding academic achievements" to go to Washington D.C. and meet important people and stuff. It actually sounds really ligitimate, but I dunno. It's apparently very elite and only 1% of students are nominated. I really am nothing. Compared to a lot of people I know. Why would they want me? I've been nominated for another thing. It was last year. But it was...stupid. My counselor said so...wasn't worth it. ...
it's not so much the dream but the remembrance obscured edges suspended shadowy corners color filled horizons forever skies without parallel the observer observes unnoticed with a determined walk participating unaware and unfolding as it occurs a bounty of events gather in unison playing their turn in life's pleasure ...
Well the long suffering one got her hard drive restored and has been happily monopolizing the box for a few days now. I found I enjoyed a vacation from the tyranny of the box and Logos' constant demands for positive material. I extended the vacation until today which is the first of 13 in a row off for what I laughingly call a rest from AAA. No money for a trip and none for a rental car so I'm on a David Jannsen Fugitive marathon courtesy of Season One, Pt 1 DVD. May be black and white ...