[COLOR="Green"][SIZE="3"][B]Do you ever feel put back in touch with an earlier age of yourself? Today I felt like that. I've sort of lost it by now, but it was nice and hopefully I'll be able to keep it in mind. It's like what I was reading in [I]Entering the Stream,[/I] how they emphasize the importance of original mind. It's good to be able to feel good...which I've been able to, but it's even better to feel like yourself.[/B] [/SIZE][/COLOR]
Well today I got tossed into something I'd never done before...I guess it wasn't that amazing, but okay it was like this: Charlie picked me up, and then went to a place and we were going to set up cameras there. I met Mike, an old partner of Charlie's, and the guy we were helping. Anyway the first thing that happened was they threw me up a ladder with a hammer drill, to drill some holes. Okay, so I got used to it fairly readily, but at first it was terrifying- it felt like the drill ...
Life is a Long Song- Tull I love them because they are beautiful and they take me to a better place, always. [SIZE="3"][COLOR="Cyan"][B]When you’re falling awake and you take stock of the new day, And you hear your voice croak as you choke on what you need to say, Well, don’t you fret, don’t you fear, I will give you good cheer. Life’s a long song. Life’s a long song. Life’s a long song. ...
Sometimes, like many of us, I forget when I'm blogging that this is a literature forum. It is so much easier to talk about your day, and anything else that comes to mind, that I'm not sure if I've ever mentioned any of the authors who really got me interested in reading. I wasn't a very literary minded kid. I was much more likely to go play football with the boys down the street than I was to pick up a book. When I did read, it was always textbooks of some sort. Normally they were biology, ...
[COLOR="White"][SIZE="3"][B]4 or 5 attempts in the last 3 days...suffocation, drowning, starvation, but nothing seems to work. I kept a journal with me yesterday, as I set out...how humiliating it is. I hope you will be kind. I wonder how long you go without eating before it is a suicide attempt? But I only come back after one night. I don't know what I want, and I don't know what's going on. I'm very confused right now, sorry. I don't know what to say. I guess ...
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