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I am a smoker. I don't want to be a smoker, but I am addicted. Today I started taking Chantix to assist me in quiting. It's supposed to help retrain
the brain to not want cigarettes. It's a twelve week course of treatment so I should be smoke free before the New Year. I've tried several times to quit, one time not smoking for 5 1/2 years. But I always go back to smoking or fail in my efforts to stop. But this time I am ready and feel pretty good about it.
So wish me luck. ...

There's a lot of noise out there, sounds like everyone's turning up for the party. I considered making a brief show but when I discovered they'd all be coming back from the bar before I knew I'd decline. They're going to get totally pissed, correctio, they ARE totally pissed. Theyve spent loads on decorations ad it looks really good. I've been taking pictures for mum. I may see if I can put some up on here later. We just had a fire alarm and the firemen weren't happy about the crap all over the ...

Not with the usual fare though, it is slightly less expensive.

While Bob was standing in the footsteps of time he made a few black holes. This poem tells the last few moments of an exploratory expedition that was sent out to investigate a star...

Crossing Hellespont into the nebulae
Not the colours of bristly dire
But the abrupt!
Absence of light greets us
Tranquil space, not a star in sight
All energetic repulsion far and away ...

I feel like everyone lies to much, so i wrote this because its basically how i have been feeling...

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Life is about trust,
Without trust you have nothing.
No relationships, no friends, just nothing.

I trusted to easily,
Fell so hard into the lies.
Believed what you said,
Knowing none of it was true;
Just wishing it was.

You lied ...

across the room
beneath the lights
you smiled
i laughed

we shared a quick
moment together
alone

it's always this way
never changing
the excitement of you
forever and always