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I do not know what happend. I thought the day had gone rather well really for the most part. Nothing occured, there were no real problems or misfortunes, I had all in all enjoyed myself during the day, nothing fancy or speical really happend, but nonetheless things went well enough. But then for no particuarly reason that I can name, I sank down into oblivion. Nothing I can see really triggered it or stired it up, it just fell upon me quite suddenly. I do not know if I would truly say I was depressed ...

"John, wait! John, I wanted to tell you something!" She wheeled astride me, and then a step ahead. She turned to face me, in her glory; her wind-tossed hair, the rosy flush of her skin-- she looked like the Greek heroine, Atalanta herself. Except that she trembled. She composed herself, but her seraphic voice wavered.
"John, I still love you. Dammit, I don't want to anymore, but I do. And, John, know this now, know that I always will. I'm done fighting it; I'm done fighting ...

We're all gonna die, there's no way around it. We'll burn like our funeral pyres, which we've piled high with every moment we didn't study. Holy COW! Regionals... is tomorrow. according to the practice tests we've been taking, I'll probably place as one of the five smartest Mythology students in Leon county. Probably fifth ><
My parents said they wouldn't let me go to Regionals if I didn't make it through school, today. So I went to school-- only there was an extra problem! ...

Well, I got my car fixed from that air bag fiasco. I was able to save quite a bit, making it more reasonable. I have a cousin, a second cousin actually, who owns a collision body shop, who helped me out. He ordered the parts (the two air bags, the coil which triggers the bags, and the computer modolue) for me and got a commercial rate, which was about 20% less. And I had it installed at his shop which was a more reasonable hourly rate than the dealer. Plus by handling it in cash, we by passed ...

So i had my long dreaded hospital appointment today. Spent all of yesterday drinking Klean Prep to flush out my intire system. Lets just say the term "pain in the arse" has a whole new meaning to me! Had to have lunch before one o'clock yesterday afternoon and i was only allowed to drink fluids up till midnight last night when i had to start fasting. Was starving this morning. Of course, every station i flicked through this morning contained cooking programmes which only made it worse! ...