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"David,
I was wondering if you would like to come to my orchestra concert next week-- as my friend.
After great thought I have decided to break up with you; not out of contempt or resentment, but rather out of guilt. When we started dating I was not having the domestic issues that I am now.
It is not fair that I can never call you. It is not fair that I can never see you. It's not fair of me to cry upon your shoulder.
It is a burden on my heart to leave you, but ...

Just a quick note:

I am improving in health. My kidneys have came up by about 50%, which is good, my animeia has improved to a great deal and my weight loss has stabalized. In all, I lost nearly 60 pounds, but I had been trying to loose weight also. My hair thinned a bit and I look a bit sickly, but I am in better spirits. My nerves are wanting to go, but I have to take enough slop as it is and I refuse to take one pill more than is absolutely necessary. One can get over medicated. ...

~~ THE FLOWER OF HONESTY ~~

In ancient China, a certain prince was about to be crowned emperor; however, according to the law, he first had to get married.

Since this meant choosing the future empress, the prince needed to find a young woman whom he could trust absolutely. On the advice of a wise man, he decided to summon all the young women of the region ...

People tell him secrets. Even people he barely knows come to him with their secrets. He always listens, he always hears what they tell him, he cannot forget. He cannot tell. There is one thing he has always wondered; why? Why do people come to him with their secrets, their problems, their issues and questions? He doesn’t have all the answers. But sometimes people need a listener, someone who is there, but why him? They seek him out even if he is not there.

He looks in the mirror; ...

It's starting all over again. I tremble as I can hear them yelling upstairs. I went up there, too, to find out if Mom would go for a walk with me-- I couldn't stay. I couldn't bear to hear Sunny yelling about how she hates mom, or her screaming-- or Mom, ripping a radio out of the plug in the wall.
By the time I got up there, I had worked myself into quite a state; shaking, crying, and breathing unsteadily. Mom couldn't go for a walk with me, and (as it was getting late, and I female at 130 ...