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Well I have another diliemma with a different frined of mine, though this one is not nearly as serious.

But I have this frined, and we first met online, but becasue of problems he was having he got rid of his interenet connection, so for some years now we have written to each other. He has always been very regular, and within a couple of weeks of writing to him, I have always heard something back. But now it has been near a month and I have not heard anything from him. So I do not ...

First of all I want to express my gratitude for everyones thoughtful and supportive comments to this matter. I do apperciate all of which you have said.

I have been in touch with my frined today, and it appears between my talking to him last night, as well as his wife, and one of his other close frineds talking to him, he no longer has the intent and desire to kill himself, of which naturally came as a great releif to me.

So it seems things are going to pull through. ...

Here are some pics taken from the ferry on the way to Darling Harbour! it was a horrible wet rainy day!






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What Has Become

I see you slipping away
while I stand motionless
you become lost within the cracks
after so much

And what can I do
as I watch from behind a mask
recounting my sins in my mind
I tally up my guilt

But words escape me
as you strive to self-destruct
differences grow wider
and I am left standing
on the outside

You throw away
everything you have ...

Well I am not sure what to think or do. But one of my closest friends just told me that he was going to kill himself. I do not know if he is serious about it, or just speaking in a moment of anger with him it could go either way. But he said he already told his wife he was going to do it and said goodbye to her.

Though I cannot get a straight answer from him, it seems he is just tired of where he is living, he hates it there, and he does not have the money to move somewhere else, ...