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Oh snizzaps!!! This entry is coming from my phone!! eek!! Well, update, the boyfriend just left and I am currently doing work for school!! OOHH WAITTT!!! For Lit Crit this year, our novel is the Scarlet Letter!!!! I am already reading that in English so its going to be an easy year for Lit Crit, we are bound to make it to state. I have, unfortunately, not gotten any writing done, its rather upsetting. Okay well I am superbly tired so I will update when I am on a real computer and have the finger ...

I grew up believing that I could not spell. I couldn’t, but I believed that it was beyond me. I was certain that I would never be able to spell. This was way back in the ‘olden’ days when there were no PCs and spell check didn’t even happen on the Enterprise. I never had a pen pal, I never wrote to friends, I made terrible grades, I would spend forever looking things up in the dictionary… It was always an issue. It was also hard on my self esteem. I took a remedial class and found myself ...

The Scarlet Satin

Through the gauze
a touch of satin
upon my skin
a kiss of crimson
I cannot escape

My vision an amber haze
while my breath is stifled
falling away; the muslin
unwraps slowly, revealing
a corpse within

The smell, smokey
while I inhale
a wisp of the funeral
shroud, fluttering effervesces

My fingers grasp
to unravel the strands ...

My grandparents came from Europe. My grandmother came from Marseilles France and my grandfather came from Munich Germany.

Most of my family's ancestory comes from France so I feel more closer to the French side of the family instead of my grandfather's German side.

To this day I love French culture and I speak French quite well. ( Although when I was younger alot of the language was lost to me growing up when English became my dominant language.)

Although ...

I've decided to rewrite the book I'm currently working on as my idea of re-writing the republic to fit a nihilistic persona I believe is not genuine enough for the level of ideas and expressions that I'm writing.

So I've decided to start all over again from scratch on the book that I have decided to write.

I'm a perfectionist when it comes to writing and if somthing doesn't match up completely where I want it to go I disregard it.

Writing is very stressful ...