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I am hurt that he would ask me to let go
of each and every good I've ever known
And not to miss a beat
And not give up, retreat
Into myself

I am hurt that he would ask me to get by
And consider every truth he spoke, a lie
And then dare call
Me a butterfly
he would let go

I would grapple fear, contend with strife
for the simple need to have him in my life
Would fly with fragile, leaden wings
...

If I were to cry
would you comfort me?
Or would you be cold
As you are now?

If I were to fall
would you hold me up?
Or allow me to fall
And let me down?

If I were to scream
Would you silence it?
Or would you be shy
And take a bow?

If I were to break
Would you reason with me?
Or simply stay silent
And let reason die out?

I can endure, but I am aching ...

Haha, a lot of this is really quite true

What Your Halloween Habits Say About You



A bit of an introvert, you like the special occasions just as much as everyone else. You just have your own unique way of celebrating Halloween.

You definitely think of yourself as someone who has a dark side. And part of having that dark side means not showing it. ...

okay, so i redid some stuff to my story at the begining so here:

Why oh why did it have to be me? Couldn’t some one else do this? I was in front of 200 people singing. Don’t get me wrong, I love to sing! But not in front of people I don’t know. The only person I knew, was nowhere to be found. She just had to get sick. Oh well, I guess you can’t have everything you want, or need in this particular case. At least I wasn’t drawing or painting for each individual. I was done now and ...

This is the official Thanksgiving weekend in Canada, and everyone is cooking their stuff-yourself-silly-meals (eh?!) on Monday, which is the statutory day off.

Personally, my brother has invited us over for a huge mega meal for tomorrow, and that's ok. I am taking my 'famous' broccoli-cheese bake, some really sour coleslaw and maybe some stuffing (without meat). The whole 'Fam ...