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So now that i've calmed down thanks to the great talent of my wonderful other half, i need to get whats wrong off my chest.
a couple of fridays ago i found out from my mam that my Auntie Cora had been given a few days. She has Overian cancer in a secondary stage. She was let home last week, but my dad hasnt been allowed to see her. She has been suffering from it for over a year, and had a short remission period... but obviously it didnt last. I've been basically waiting to hear about her ...

it's been a seriously long time since i've been on here. i have no excuses, i've just been lazy. how's everyone, i do think of you often just to let you know. i just haven't made time to come visit. well, what's new with me? did a talent show, lost because my voice decided to completely tweak out that night. very incovient. i'm attending a collage for choir. i'm going to be throwing christmas party. i've been to more party's this month then i have been in an entire year. i've made new friends. okay, ...

Synchronisation -
trying to outrun the wind
swifts turning quickly

follow the leader
fleeting moments of flocking
ducking & diving

three dozen arced wings
all acting with sentience -
collectively dart.

So many times I have turned away from you;
So many turns I have made from my source,
I can scarce find my way back.
But lo, by your grace, you shed my illusion,
A thousand times you gave me new life.
Beyond the dream is a limitless reality, endless love.
It is you, Lord, who are pure love,
Who divided yourself into limitless forms.

You are the Witness, and you know everything.
You are the source, and part of a higher dimension, ...

The clouds parted and the world could see
Far above the earth
With leaves of laurel framing its lea,
The cherished bed of birth
of eternity, running now
to its home in bounding hills.

The glimpse of raptures was ravished over
even as it rose
And life and death greeted one another
Somewhere amidst the throes.
In starry clusters they would fleetly bow
and part by Destiny’s quills.