day in a life

I have a desire to live a certain life. I know I'm not living it and I let myself dream about it but I don't have the courage and maybe not a strong enough will to make it happen. It would mean leaving my life as it is and I don't think I can do it. I think I'll get there one day though, I just need to concentrate on what I want... and finish school...

my son is dressed up as Superman right now, he got a costume because next Wednesday is what we call ash day and kids dress up and sing in shops for candy. he won't sing just go to his kindergarten and play as Superman... he's flying around the living room right now.

gonna visit my in-laws today... I hate it, not hate it but I don't like it, I just hope it will go by fast so I can go home and relax a bit before work on Monday.

life just keeps getting in the way of the life I want... or something like that...