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Helga
, 02-05-2010 at 05:24 AM (1408 Views)
Since I write in this blog like it's a diary I keep in private I'm gonna make a love/hate list mainly because I'm annoyed at the moment and want to think about everything that is going wrong and because I think it's better for me to think about what is going right.

I hate cars because I keep getting into car troubles
I love cars when they work
I hate bad coffee like there is at work
I love a good cup of coffee more than most people
I hate my life sometimes
I love my life sometimes
I love my son more than anything
I love my dogs more than the people around me (except my son)
I hate my job
I love school
I hate tv
I love tv


I wish life would stop surprising me and just let me get set in my routine where nothing happens. for christmas we got tickets to see a play and we went two weeks ago. my boy was with my mom that night. she only takes him overnight like once or twice a year. that same night my brothers girlfriend was celebrating her birthday, everybody said we should go to the party since the boy was staying overnight, but I can't and don't want to meet people so we didn't go. I don't know what is wrong with me. but that's why I love lit-net. I know many here, but still I know none.
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  1. TheFifthElement's Avatar
    Well that's not such a long list, so things can't be that bad I understand what you mean though, I feel like this year has got it in for me already, that this year is going to be the year of things going wrong, but who knows? It's still early days. Hope things look up for you soon.
  2. Virgil's Avatar
    Well, life would get pretty boring if it stopped surprising you. Of course one wishes the surprises were all pleasant.
  3. applepie's Avatar
    The problem is that you assume something is wrong with you :lol: I'm pretty antisocial in general and I more or less like it that way. I find that with kids I don't have time to devote to people that much, so I tend to not keep anyone that close. Maybe it isn't the best solution to dealing with life, but it works. Hopefully you can find a bit of balance. Take Care, Meg
  4. qimissung's Avatar
    Interesting blog and comments. I'm kind of a loner, myself. I can't say I was ever happy about it. You and Meg seem to be more at peace with yourselves than I have managed. I have my family, and they are my friends. It took me years to realize that I was the outsider observer. It makes people uncomfortable to have you watching them, and they know instinctively that my vibe is not one of connecting. I would still like to find a better balance. If you think of something, let me know.

    In the meantime, Helga, you are an adult. You don't have to do what everybody says. You should do what's right for you. You're getting there, never fear.