Barmy Blue's Bland Blog

Cheers guys for your concern about the toe. It's fine now. I'm currently in the process of clearing things out of my account on the school computers. Things I'd rather they not read like a couple of crappy poems and the odd story. I'm sending myself anything I want to keep. After today I won't have school until.... Ever . I'll be FREEEE! YAHOOOOO! I'm kind of worried about this exam though. I doubt I've revised enough and we have to go on about structure and language. I'm not sure I'll do so well. I hate all that stuff because I think a story's for reading not for picking apart. I'm not really sure on the best way to revise for a synoptic paper anyway. I only remember doing two and we got those about a month in advance. No. I tell a lie the second one was 1-2 weeks I think. But then the teachers could go through it with us and tell us what to pick out. We're on our own here. I've been eavesdropping on the group behind me discussing it. I'd sooner do that than join them and give them my ideas. When ever I speak I always seem to say something that makes me sound like an idiot. I know the look. But I don't care what anyone here thinks of me anymore. But I'd rather not feel like an idiot before an exam. I might have joined them yesterday but they only asked half way through and I didn't see the point as I was eavesdropping anyway. I'm uncomfortable in groups, especially when I haven't been invited (which is why I settled for eavesdropping). Trouble is they chat too. I'd rather not get involved in chats about Big Brother and what their sister did at a party. I just have to keep telling myself that I can pass. I can pass. An E's a pass and the only thing lower than that's a U . But I'd be comfy with a C though uni may require a B somewhere. Let's hope. My overall grade's been pushed up thanks to the Wuthering Heights retake so hopefully that'll help. We'll just have to see how I go.
I'd better get back to it then.

Bluebiird out.

By the way, Pirates 3 is a good film. Definitely worth seeing .