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Feeling rather depressed

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, 09-09-2009 at 05:26 PM (1474 Views)

Where are those who love me? I am so forsaken. I am simply dependent upon God, who is pure, infinite love. What am I doing here on this miserable planet? God alone is real, all else is unreal. And when I preach this, which alone can liberate, then I am met with maya's sharpest swords. Killers of the soul...

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Neo_Sephiroth - 09-09-2009 06:11 PM
Is this a poem...? I'm kinda depressed myself. Sweet.
qimissung - 09-09-2009 10:56 PM
Please don't be sad. Revel in God's love for you. People have to come to any understanding they acquire on their own power, you know.
Madhuri - 09-10-2009 02:59 AM
I hope you feel better soon, Nik. Have faith
laidbackperson - 09-10-2009 05:53 AM
Hi, Alex
I felt rather surprised with a person like you saying such things. Hope it will pass soon. Yes, Maya is very strong.
I also believe firmly in God and I tell Him that I am still rather worldly with lot of shortcomings and temptations. So just keep bearing up with me.
One day, in some life I hope to follow Him in totality - sailing with my both feet on a boat going towards Him, and not like present sailing, where one feet is in the worldly boat and other is in the spritual boat. When that will happen, then I hope to defeat Maya.
People's adverse words and actions should not affect me then in any way.
toni - 09-10-2009 11:12 AM
I'll pray for your happiness and peace of mind, Nick.
NikolaiI - 09-11-2009 12:32 PM
Thank you all so much for all your kindness. I hope you will not be worried about me. I have actually been 99% of the time very happy, blissful even, and peaceful, for the last two months. Just these two days I fell down some. As Swami Vivekananda stated so many times, no one else has the praise or blame but myself. Now, all is perfectly well. Thank you again for your kind words.
Virgil - 09-13-2009 07:45 PM
Oh, Nik, you may be depressed but don't ever feel forsaken. You are definitely not. Hey I hope you're better. Sorry I couldn't try to cheer you up earlier, but I've been away.