day in a life

she was wrong. no earthquake everything is OK. no books on the floor or a shelf on my head. my friend called me just this minuet and her dog a year old border collie was just hit by a car. he is the sweetest dog, very brave didn't cry once she said. he is with a doctor now they are giving him 24 hours to see if he will make it or not. he is the kind of dog that would throw down your most precious statue by wagging his tail showing happiness. everything is in his way, he would push up a chair if he wanted the ball underneath it. my friend and her mom said that he rarely shows big emotions but every time I see him he jumps with joy and licks my face. a few weeks ago he stepped on a broken glass(of course, if a glass brakes HE would step on it) he had bandages and the bleeding had almost stopped when I came by, he was so happy he jumped around and his leg started bleeding like crazy but he didn't stop running around, dosen't cry about anything.

It was so weird cause her brother passed away two weeks ago and I had a dream about him last night. don't remember what he said but he tried to tell me something. I don't know what to think about psychics or things like that and I have wondered a lot about the after death part and I don't really think anything happens, your just dead. my family totally disagrees with me and my mom says that the psychics she has met prove that. I have seen some of them too and nobody has said anything 'amazing' one even said she could heal my depression (my mom sent me to her) she told me a lady in a red dress follows me, she said the I have an 'ability' too, oh and it's my mom's fault I'm depressed, she didn't love me enough. I just can't believe her. I don't believe this but it is weird dreaming about her brother when something like this happens the next day.

well I am gonna go now. hope Snati will be OK...