day in a life

feeling a bit inspired in my bad mood these days. I have been watching the tv show 'lie to me' with one of my favourite actors Tim Roth, he is the best. He played the title role in my favourite movie of all times 'the Legend of 1900' I have been trying to find the book but I can only find it at amazon or something like that. and I haven't found it in English just Italian. well I like the character he plays in the tv show and I have been thinking about my life and what I think of it and the lies in it and the look on people's faces when they hear something they don't want to hear. it's hard to lie with your face, I can always see the sadness when I deny something.

I have been writing more these days, the bad thing is I only write when I'm sad and I don't want to be sad all the time but I don't want to stop writing.
I have written a few poems these days and I don't know what that means to me.