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Helga
, 07-23-2009 at 01:18 PM (1266 Views)
life really sucks right now. I don't like the summer, too hot and to much going on. everybody want to go out and do something and I just hate being with people. my boyfriends family has like a billion reunions every summer and I just hate it, his family is OK, just OK, but these big things were everybody are drinking and having fun, I just can't stand that. I just want to be at home with my three little boys and do the things I feel like doing. sometimes I wish I was a single mom and didn't have to talk to anyone about how I want things done. but I also know that it's really hard being a single mom, and I want to finish school and I just don't know how to do everything I want to do. life is just getting in the way.

it is amazing what life can bring you. so much pain and agony and hard times but at the same time a wonderful baby and great dogs. I'm just in a bad mood these days. or most days. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
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  1. applepie's Avatar
    It will pass:) I go through the same and sometimes life just seems overwhelming to the point that I don't know how I can handle anything else. I find the best solution is to gather your kids close and do something that is just you and them. Go to the park for a picnic lunch or my favorite on a rainy day, pull out an old blanket and have a "living room picnic" while watching one of your favorite movies from your childhood. You may also try seeing if you can limit the number of gatherings you are going to, but I know that isn't as easy as it sounds. Granted, it is normally my family doing the gathering:p
  2. Virgil's Avatar
    Well, not much one can do about the weather. How hot is hot for you? Where are you from Helga?
  3. Helga's Avatar
    to hot for me is about 18°c I prefer the frost or 0°c like during my favourite season the winter, I'm from Iceland. I know it dosen't sound much but for me it is.
  4. Virgil's Avatar
    18C? That's about 68F. Goodness, that's cool.
  5. motherhubbard's Avatar
    I don't like going out and having fun either. There's no place like home! How old is your baby?
  6. Anza's Avatar
    I know the feeling. I was there, recently, and am just starting to get out of it. Just give yourself time; decline outings if you need to. The feeling will pass. For me it as a few months. You just need to regenerate, because life keeps wearing you down. It's a natural response to stress.