day in a life

the weather is so good right now, I wish it could last the whole summer. it's so nice to have a garden and Gummi, my son, can play outside without a worry... I think I'm a bit over protected of him, I don't want him to be in playschool for more than six hours a day, some kids his age are there for 9 hours, and they are 3 years old. now there will be summer vacation and I'm thinking of letting him go to a so called ball school that the local football team has for kids his age but I'm just very nervous about it, it's 4 hours a day for two weeks, he'll probably have fun but I don't think I will... I want to know if it's good people working there and make sure everything is OK, people think I'm being silly but I don't know, he's my baby... i can't stop thinking about what my doc said, don't know what I will do if things get worse. he wouldn't remember my if anything happened...