day in a life

what a wonderful world, well not so much. it's been raining all day, Gummi was a bit annoyed and cried over everything!!! but I can handle that, he just needs a hug, but his dad comes home from work and gets annoyed in 2 minuets, literally and that annoys me. I'm always working on don Quixote it's a good read but I need another book too, I prefer to have a few books going on, after I finish it I'm thinking about reading Mao by Jung Chang (I think). I wish it was time for my summer vacation so I could just spend all my time with my pretty boys... I can't seem to be creative now, I don't write anything these days and I miss it. I so want to be a writer but I don't have the patience or the creativity and maybe not the talent either... I get a million ideas but I rarely follow through, right now I'm just working on a translation on a short story I wrote a long time ago... I don't know what to do with myself.