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My wife will always have a higher place in Heaven then I and if there is true justice I will be carrying her robes the rest of eternity as my sins against her have been grievious and deep.

When the initial shock of discovering that our illustrious Internal Revene Service has a great regard for the little guy and willing to help with a firm hand in resolving problems sank in she was the first to point out that God will proivide which well of course I acknowledged in that oh so yeh I know so what----!!! Pious Pharisee already rewriting the book of God's Providence.

So in the spirit of that all about me syndrome that keeps me alive and in interested in seeing what happens next today was a bit of a shock.

The dwindling audience I hope I sustain may remember that my AAA got bought out but is being somewhat kept automumous. We also keep getting told how cool this merger will be.

Well our pension is froze and unavailable to younger employees based on years here though with my 17 years I'm still in good shape. Hmmm.

Then today they let one of our third shift dispatchers go. Clairebear as I always called her. We got along but that was it. A little too full of herself and her own qualities which were invisible to all others. Always gave her points for telling it like it is. I tend to try to sugarcoat things when i can. Management also citing the economy left another 15 people loose alsociting the economy which seems to be the new buzz word these days. One person had been with us 27 years. Perilous times indeed.

So I will be getign overtime (which I'll be allowed to keep) which will help with my financial troubles but I am somewhat taken aback at gaining at another's loss.

Unfortunately to be very honest I won't miss her much. She was a bit of a cold hearted person but I have suspected for months there are deep wounds in her psyche. But she would die before asking for help.