A Ramble through Smilie Land

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, 05-21-2009 at 03:50 PM (1405 Views)

Not the dance but the place.
where I am now sort of. My life as I know it- have alwasys known it is over or rather may be over and anew chapter has begun, but I dont know until the ned of june, so Im kind of living inthat blank peice of page at the end of a chapter. And It is SO frustrating! have I passed have I failed? Am I goiung to be homless at the end of July? will I get a job? will ANYONE answer my emails? Is it that my email system has broken down?
ANd for goodness sake I wish the university would stop sending me forwards about swine flu.
I cant concentrate and I can't sleep.

I hate waiting waiting waiting

Oh wait I feel a poem coming on!

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Niamh - 05-21-2009 05:02 PM
poem eh?
Oh and two weeks to go!
1n50mn14 - 05-21-2009 11:19 PM
Wow. I know EXACTLY how this feels, Nightie. Try to think of it as an exciting transitional period xD, instead of scary and frustrating. Lots of new doors right now to open.
optimisticnad - 05-22-2009 05:17 AM
LOL. You've got a lot on your plate haven't you? If you need a an ear me hearty - just come on board!

Keep me posted.

And I also wish people would stop telling me and emailing me about swine flu! I do understand it is serious etc. but really....STOP IT! You'd think nothing like this has ever happened.

Waiting to find out something is absolute torture, it's the worst form of pain and anxiety I think more than rejection of all kinds. I'd rather just know straight out than be tortured like that. Keep yourself busy so you won't have to think about it. Walk the plank!
Virgil - 05-22-2009 09:42 AM
Yes, I remember that anxiety after one finishes school. It's really hard. All you've known in your life is the structure of home and the structure of school. Now you're off like a bird leaving a nest. It will be ok Nightie. I'm pretty sure you have family that can help you. Best of luck on your grades. I'm sure you will be a college graduate in a few more weeks.